Who died from pandemic?

Seeing Coronavirus is taking the world by storm (and lunacy) I was curious who among us had died from an illness, disease, virus, plague etc in their past life? And how that’s come through maybe in habits, fears and phobias in this lifetime?

For example I have tropophobia which with studies they’ve found there’s a link with a fear of disease. I couldn’t eat tomatoes, cucumbers, passion fruit (still struggle with that one) simply because they were seedy.

Looking forward to your replies!

Thanks,

Ophelia Xx

Hi Ophelia3 !

Well, with me it is not so much disease as physical disease. I have been terrified for years in my youth for telling my parents about me remembering a past life because I feared they would think I was crazy and I would be diagnosed as insane and loose my rights and be locked up in an asylum. This fear is very much past life related...

/Jaimie

I don’t have pandemic memories but I feel drawn to the Black Death.

I died from an illness as a toddler before but it wasn’t a pandemic illness. I was just a sickly child.

I’m pretty healthy now, maybe too healthy lol.

I am afraid of heart disease. Think I died of a heart attack in my past life. I had gone to bed to hope to feel better. I died. My husband on the phone. It still makes me want to cry to just think about this. I can still hear his voice call for me, but I could not answer. I had already left the body. In his voice I heard everything. Our children. Our life. What would happen. Just as I write this tears come in my eyes. I think this was my punishment. I was addict to the diet pills which they don't do them like they did then. We did not know. Until it was too late. So embarrassing for the family. This life I don't touch pills unless I must. I am careful to drink too. His second wife seem more like him. Much order. I still envy her so for having been blessed to have my children. I too feel grateful that she came into the family I had to leave. I still feel as if my life was stolen from me. I have bad thought sometime that he was much more happy with her than with me. Both military, order, no silly wife who take pills in secret. I felt like silly child when husband took his hand under my chin, I knew I had to look at him. We did not speak. He looked like a father at me then. Looking for sign in my eyes. To see if I was high or normal. I accepted this. I would stop breathing when he did. One time I remember I did not pass. The way he looked at me then. When he let go of my chin. Such bad feeling. So no, I don't touch any of those things in this life.

No memories but do have some quirks mainly avoiding physical contact with people and always washing hands even for the most minor of things.

Li-la said:

sometime that he was much more happy with her than with me.

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You can’t let yourself be succumb to such thoughts, all the what if’s. Everything happens for a reason.

Why did your PL consume so much pills? Was it trauma related?

Jaimie said:

Well, with me it is not so much disease as physical disease. I have been terrified for years in my youth for telling my parents about me remembering a past life because I feared they would think I was crazy and I would be diagnosed as insane and loose my rights and be locked up in an asylum. This fear is very much past life related...

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That thrusted me into some anxiety that did! I could almost grasp the feeling of how that would feel, feeling claustrophobic, trapped and frustrated. Asylum’s are horrible places, specifically those in the past!

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No memories but do have some quirks mainly avoiding physical contact with people and always washing hands even for the most minor of things.

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Yeah, that’s undoubtedly PL related, even if a past life doesn’t come back to you. I suppose in a way everyone has had a PL that has died through some sort of illness, virus, plague and etc...

Random question, are you a Virgo? I only ask because my son is a Virgo and he gets really weird about anything on his hands, and recently I met another Virgo and guessed she was a Virgo because she had the same aversion to stuff being on her hands. aha


Ophelia xx

Ophelia3 said:

You can’t let yourself be succumb to such thoughts, all the what if’s. Everything happens for a reason.

Why did your PL consume so much pills? Was it trauma related?




That thrusted me into some anxiety that did! I could almost grasp the feeling of how that would feel, feeling claustrophobic, trapped and frustrated. Asylum’s are horrible places, specifically those in the past!




Yeah, that’s undoubtedly PL related, even if a past life doesn’t come back to you. I suppose in a way everyone has had a PL that has died through some sort of illness, virus, plague and etc...

Random question, are you a Virgo? I only ask because my son is a Virgo and he gets really weird about anything on his hands, and recently I met another Virgo and guessed she was a Virgo because she had the same aversion to stuff being on her hands. aha


Ophelia xx

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I am not well versed on astrology due to coming from a Christian background but from some quick reading some of the traits that are normally associated are not really me being more bohemian or aristocratic in temperament in some ways plus being of a slower pace unlike the workaholics. I am however researching something further afield than astrology and have found some answers however that stuff isn't mainstream yet. As for possible PL I am fond of music from ages past.

Hi Ophelia3!

In the 1950's they sell diet pills that were very much addicted. But no one knew.

I was an Italian girl in America. I gave birth to children. As of Italian background we had it in us to eat well, but still I felt the pressure myself to look good (loose some weight). I liked fashion.

My husband would be angry during meals as he thought I ate like a bird. He did not think women without curves were that pretty. He did not like the 1960's Twiggy look. I have in my memories him chasing me down a street to get me to hospital for the addiction. Nightmare.

In the 1970's I was with my family again and I am not sure I beat the diet pills all the way, or if I did that my heart gave up after years of stress.

Yes, I know. I should not think of his other wife like this. It all happens for a reason. This is what gets bad for me when I remember too much from a past life that it is so personal.

Best Wishes

Li La

Li-la said:

Hi Ophelia3!

In the 1950's they sell diet pills that were very much addicted. But no one knew.

I was an Italian girl in America. I gave birth to children. As of Italian background we had it in us to eat well, but still I felt the pressure myself to look good (loose some weight). I liked fashion.

My husband would be angry during meals as he thought I ate like a bird. He did not think women without curves were that pretty. He did not like the 1960's Twiggy look. I have in my memories him chasing me down a street to get me to hospital for the addiction. Nightmare.

In the 1970's I was with my family again and I am not sure I beat the diet pills all the way, or if I did that my heart gave up after years of stress.

Yes, I know. I should not think of his other wife like this. It all happens for a reason. This is what gets bad for me when I remember too much from a past life that it is so personal.

Best Wishes

Li La

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I see, they had a lot of “medication” that were unknowingly addictive back then. It’s good that in your present life you’re repelled by pills, even the pain reliefs prove problematic if consumed frequently.

Thank you so much for sharing your memories and past life with me! Really appreciate it, and a very interesting PL!

I do hope you come to peace with this PL soon.

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I am not well versed on astrology due to coming from a Christian background but from some quick reading some of the traits that are normally associated are not really me being more bohemian or aristocratic in temperament in some ways plus being of a slower pace unlike the workaholics. I am however researching something further afield than astrology and have found some answers however that stuff isn't mainstream yet. As for possible PL I am fond of music from ages past.

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What are you researching? If you don’t mind me asking? I’d be interested to know.

Star signs get very complex and in-depth, as well as having your Sun sign (your known star sign) you have your Moon sign (influences emotions), Rising sign (“Mask”) Venus, Mars, and etc, all dictated by the planets alignment at birth.

I’m not entirely sure if I would say I believe in astrology, especially not daily horoscopes, but I do find them interesting. I see them as thousands of years of identity research, and my particular chart is creepily accurate, so much so that my atheist partner was surprised by its accuracy.

Thanks guys,

Ophelia.

Ophelia3 said:

I see, they had a lot of “medication” that were unknowingly addictive back then. It’s good that in your present life you’re repelled by pills, even the pain reliefs prove problematic if consumed frequently.

Thank you so much for sharing your memories and past life with me! Really appreciate it, and a very interesting PL!

I do hope you come to peace with this PL soon.



What are you researching? If you don’t mind me asking? I’d be interested to know.

Star signs get very complex and in-depth, as well as having your Sun sign (your known star sign) you have your Moon sign (influences emotions), Rising sign (“Mask”) Venus, Mars, and etc, all dictated by the planets alignment at birth.

I’m not entirely sure if I would say I believe in astrology, especially not daily horoscopes, but I do find them interesting. I see them as thousands of years of identity research, and my particular chart is creepily accurate, so much so that my atheist partner was surprised by its accuracy.

Thanks guys,

Ophelia.

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Again I know next to nothing about conventional astrology other than it has been around for a very long time, what I am researching is incarnational that where souls have either originated from or had spent a great deal of their past incarnations on that being other worlds before coming here. What I've found is that it does play a big part of both the personality and skills each person has as well some of the karma that is being played out here, the only problem is that the vast majority of people here are completely earth centered and won't even consider this but one way or another the truth does seep to the surface in all kinds of ways.

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Again I know next to nothing about conventional astrology other than it has been around for a very long time, what I am researching is incarnational that where souls have either originated from or had spent a great deal of their past incarnations on that being other worlds before coming here. What I've found is that it does play a big part of both the personality and skills each person has as well some of the karma that is being played out here, the only problem is that the vast majority of people here are completely earth centered and won't even consider this but one way or another the truth does seep to the surface in all kinds of ways.

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I’ve often thought about this. Everything seems to run in continual cycles, everything is eternal therefore what you’re saying is true. Obviously our immediate predecessors were Earthly incarnations therefore it’s hard for a lot of us to connect with this possibility.

It’s an interesting idea that needs more exploration.

Ophelia.

I am pretty sure I have lived during times of crisis (not just pandemics).

For a year or more, I successfully managed to retreat, live only in my current life, more or less, and it seemed the right thing to do.

For an unknown reason, it was the quarantined people in Italy singing and playing instruments which... not exactly triggered something, but made me want to come here. It's not the first thing that has a certain familiar feel, but...

A vague familiar feel has been there for awhile. Like I have been in a similar situation already. People locked away or afraid to leave their houses. Country leaders and religious leaders not showing up in public in person anymore. People hoarding food and other stuff. Mistrust everywhere. People spreading rumors, causing panic. The feeling that no one knows what's really going on. Nothing new, all of this.

Strangely, I am not afraid that I might catch the virus or even die of it. But the thought of panic and hysteria worries me. I am afraid of being locked in (might have been put to prison in a PL), of not being able to return home anymore (should I go someplace else) and of not being able to see loved ones, that's for sure.

Now I DID have memories of the plague. Empty streets, corpses, such stuff.

More than once, I caught myself thinking: but that's just a flu-like infection, it's not the Plague. Or malaria. Or tuberculosis. Or typhus. Or an army at the gates. Or...

And just realized, that my profile pic is more fitting than ever. Because Covid-19, just like the Plague, doesn't care who you are. Whether you're rich, famous, "important" or not.

Maybe people will learn something from all this. But then, it often looks like humanity has learned nothing from its history.

I think with me this time around I am so very grateful this does not make the children, overall, so sick, die from it. Remember a bewilderment feeling in a past life as if a kid was dying, desperate to get help, doctor, medicine. It is a feeling I am happy I have not had to feel this time around. I have always had a bleeding heart when it comes to kids, cant help it. When I became a mom I got even worse, start to tear up over nothing, ha ha. My husband is the same way after we had our kid, sometimes I watch something on the tele and tear up about a kid, does not have to be real, then when I look at my husband he look the same way...

Hi ophelia3!
I am very scared of water. I dont even float with a life jacket on and if i look inside the water like we do in snorkeling i start having palpitations. Water gives me a lot of stress.
I also used to dream about being left alone in the middle of an ocean and fighting to survive when i was younger.

I hope that this too shall, that no more people and even younger children will be put to danger. Stay safe everyone!

I had posted something last night but let my worry take over. I'm going to post it again and see if any of you guys see a resemblance? This was taken on mardi gras(most recent photo), I don't do selfies or social medias(the exception is forums) thus my reluctance posting still, I am curious...
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https://i.postimg.cc/gkbWXD8q/resemblance1.jpg
https://i.postimg.cc/Sx5VRZzm/resemblance2.jpg

Hi Cloud,

I see some resemblance to the guy on the left, but definitely a lot more to the guy on the right. I'd say he is a possible to the extent that resemblance has a bearing on these things.

Cordially,
S&S

Died of Typhus in Auschwitz-Birkenau in my WWII lifetime, and died of Malaria and Plague in my Queen/Ancient Egyptian lifetime.

In this lifetime, I have had Shingles and Chicken pox. I wouldn’t wish freakin’ Shingles on anyone. I was in agony for 2 months. Having the very bad case of Shingles healed the Typhus I had in WWII.

Eva x

so far i've had people say i look more like the guy on the right, but the eyes of the guy on the left is what really stopped me in my tracks- if just a minute. i don't think i'm either. it's weird how similar they look and just happen to be in the same photo. maybe a relative? maybe we can be shown a past life and feel no connection to it? this realm of possibility... thinking how the mind communicates with us, i've always felt like i've had a glimpse of a future life. still trying to figure that one out. maybe it was more symbolic than a future life. i don't know.

thanks.

Hi Cloud Potato, I feel I have missed something here. Do you have memories or plain feelings you were there in the past during the Spanish Flu ? Please, tell. I feel rather alone remembering things from WW1 (luckily from the eyes of a home wife and not a soldier so I should not complain...) and the Spanish Flu was disastrous as you may very well know during these times. I often felt with Sadie that she isolated herself but it could have been the Spanish Flu reason, but also others.

Anyhow, when I have been looking through articles from WW1 I have inevitably seen these types of photographs that you posted. I'm an eye-person and from looking at your photo I say you strike me in person just as you do in your writing; I think you are a good person, it shines through. So on the eyes I think you resemble more the guy to the left. That is not to say the guy to the right was a bad person...

/Jaimie

thanks jaimie,

no connection that i know of. when i found the photo i noticed first the man on the right, but when my eyes wandered over to the man on the left i was shocked. it was a very eerie feeling. funny thing is, i decided to show mom and without giving my opinion asked her if she noticed anything. she said, "don't." .... when i asked her what she meant, she thought i photo-shopped myself in this photo as the guy on the left as some kind of joke. she used the same word, "eerie." dad thinks i'm the one on the right but i can't say i agree, only that the impression of our mannerisms might be the same. in the end they look related and i don't think i'm either of them. if i am, i have no memory. just a trippy experience and thought it worth sharing, seems i'm not the only one who see's a resemblance. thanks for your kind words.

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Died of Typhus in Auschwitz-Birkenau in my WWII lifetime, and died of Malaria and Plague in my Queen/Ancient Egyptian lifetime.

In this lifetime, I have had Shingles and Chicken pox. I wouldn’t wish freakin’ Shingles on anyone. I was in agony for 2 months. Having the very bad case of Shingles healed the Typhus I had in WWII.

Eva x

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Ha, funnily enough I’ve had Shingles in this lifetime too! It’s very rare for young people to get, so initially doctors thought it was something else entirely!

The feeling of “isolation” feels familiar to me also.

Covid-19 has really exploded since I initially posted this.