For as long as I can remember I've had some wild dreams. Some of my dreams have come true. So sometimes I do get scared by them 
Finally after all these years I've decided to journal my dreams. Over the past month after reading my journal. I dream alot about cobblestone roads, 1940s-1950s era cars. I'm either homesless, distant with my family, my cousin and a close friend are there are put together like they have money, running from this "man" I guess trying to explain his true feelings for me (who i talked about in my first post), pregnant with this "mans" child driving out to the country to buy a house, and another I witnessed a murder. All during that era.
Other cobblestone road dreams have had big square boulders like maybe a castle. I don't believe from the 40s or 50s.
I've noticed I dream about this "man" alot. I did notice that in the morning after dreaming about this man, I feel like I have all this love in my heart. Even when I can't remember the dream, I know by my feeling I did. And I've had multiple dreams of him and different eras. My favorite was seeing him as a trojan warrior, this maybe fantasy as he looked great with all those muscles
So I'm trying to put together these dreams together, but probably need more?. It's funny to me how this man in my dreams he wants me around but doesnt. That feeling. Lately it's been he's helping me in my dreams. But more recent either I've cheated on him or he on me. Maybe I am a male and he was the female. Those give me a broken heart feeling when I wake up.
Anyways, I could go on and on. By doing the journaling, will this help me pinpoint better? Or open up me more to my past life and future events? I really feel if I could find the root cause of my anxiety or recurring events tgat happen, I'll be more at peace.
Being homesless makes sense as I lost everything many years ago and had to start over and live with my parents. After a year I got back on my feet and moved out of my parents and bam! Panic attacks! I thought it was just me being overly cautious from what I went through, or did it trigger something? Now I'm good, I have everything and more and want to buy a house and that panic has come back. The anxiety and panic attacks also happen when my friends dump their drama on me, being in crowds, going on the train, stressful situations, health, heights, and bugs. I used to get a fear of someone wanting to hurt me, but I think that is gone as I have toughened up.
Finally after all these years I've decided to journal my dreams. Over the past month after reading my journal. I dream alot about cobblestone roads, 1940s-1950s era cars. I'm either homesless, distant with my family, my cousin and a close friend are there are put together like they have money, running from this "man" I guess trying to explain his true feelings for me (who i talked about in my first post), pregnant with this "mans" child driving out to the country to buy a house, and another I witnessed a murder. All during that era.
Other cobblestone road dreams have had big square boulders like maybe a castle. I don't believe from the 40s or 50s.
I've noticed I dream about this "man" alot. I did notice that in the morning after dreaming about this man, I feel like I have all this love in my heart. Even when I can't remember the dream, I know by my feeling I did. And I've had multiple dreams of him and different eras. My favorite was seeing him as a trojan warrior, this maybe fantasy as he looked great with all those muscles
So I'm trying to put together these dreams together, but probably need more?. It's funny to me how this man in my dreams he wants me around but doesnt. That feeling. Lately it's been he's helping me in my dreams. But more recent either I've cheated on him or he on me. Maybe I am a male and he was the female. Those give me a broken heart feeling when I wake up.
Anyways, I could go on and on. By doing the journaling, will this help me pinpoint better? Or open up me more to my past life and future events? I really feel if I could find the root cause of my anxiety or recurring events tgat happen, I'll be more at peace.
Being homesless makes sense as I lost everything many years ago and had to start over and live with my parents. After a year I got back on my feet and moved out of my parents and bam! Panic attacks! I thought it was just me being overly cautious from what I went through, or did it trigger something? Now I'm good, I have everything and more and want to buy a house and that panic has come back. The anxiety and panic attacks also happen when my friends dump their drama on me, being in crowds, going on the train, stressful situations, health, heights, and bugs. I used to get a fear of someone wanting to hurt me, but I think that is gone as I have toughened up.
