Afew years`ago I was told by a psychic that I had avoided 3 different opportunities for death and the spirits were very happy for me that I was still carrying onward. I was dumbfounded but after thinking back over the years I realized she was right. I twice had serious problems during and at the deliveries of 2 babies...The last escape was from myself.
I was in a miserable marriage and extremely depressed. I got up every day for a year planning to end my life....but...I had 5 children and the thought of leaving them was horrible. I didn't want to ruin their lives or teach them that taking your life was a way to solve problems. I was told that "Life is like a book...If you change one chapter the ending will come out different" I went to work, took up meditation and astrology and my life completely changed. I consider that those were exit points that I was to overcome. When I was 15 I said I would live to be 86....Well, I'm 77 and just bought a new house.....tomorrow I will use my cultivator and put in a vegetable garden. BTW...I DID get a divorce about 3 years`after that time and I have never had a nerve problem since. I have done a lot of good for other people since those dark days....changed some lives.. That would not have happened if I had given in to those dark thoughts.
I was in a miserable marriage and extremely depressed. I got up every day for a year planning to end my life....but...I had 5 children and the thought of leaving them was horrible. I didn't want to ruin their lives or teach them that taking your life was a way to solve problems. I was told that "Life is like a book...If you change one chapter the ending will come out different" I went to work, took up meditation and astrology and my life completely changed. I consider that those were exit points that I was to overcome. When I was 15 I said I would live to be 86....Well, I'm 77 and just bought a new house.....tomorrow I will use my cultivator and put in a vegetable garden. BTW...I DID get a divorce about 3 years`after that time and I have never had a nerve problem since. I have done a lot of good for other people since those dark days....changed some lives.. That would not have happened if I had given in to those dark thoughts.