well i met a gentlemen the other day... bless his soul... who seemed to be under the effects of mixed substances/abuse. he was homeless and i pray he reclaims his power... but he told me he heard voices and he isn't crazy. i believe him. but i believe the drugs are having a specific effect. i think when you feel out of place, like if you feel you're born in the wrong era and you're down on your luck and abusing your mind and body with drugs- your imagination is running rampant. in this instance, i believe he was experiencing a mixture of fear and imagination. he told me some story about the devil and jesus christ and how he was hearing voices that people with chainsaws were going to come after him. i felt really sad, like this is what some of those mass shooters hear and are manipulated by human forces for someone elses gain. i believe he is actually a sensitive and reasonable soul but the influence of substance abuse and maybe antidepressants and emotional turmoil are altering the ability so that the experience is ruled by fear which is basically his reality. I conclude it as some type of schizophrenia which is only apparent because of the drugs. pray he sees the light and reclaims his power.
now to share, there's time I've heard voices free of substance abuse. they're clear as day, even felt the breath of a whisper against my ear, that case was long ago when I was a child and I was so scared i asked whatever it was to go away and not be bothered again. I think since then the experiences are a bit different, but now communication seems to be coming back. I've had impressions in my mind, words in dreams I've never heard of in waking, idea's in waking that come in as my own voice. I've had some unique experiences from meditating too. once brave enough to face the unseen, communication wasn't as scary as I made it. it seems over time however, my hardened ego has really created a barrier between communicating with this unknown. Well, I thought I'd share the difference because what I'm getting at is, the ability is there, the difference is the state of mind. this man has an ability but his trauma and the drugs made for a different reality. it goes to show the importance of exercising one's will and taking the time in stillness to experience subtle reality. know thyself, eh?