Right now, a part of my past life is repeating itself again, and that is getting dragged into the military. I was a Nazi infantryman before and got dragged in the Wehrmacht. Now, my country is planning to return ROTC or Reserve Officer's Training Corps, and it is just two steps away from being...
Yes. I actually watched "Look Who's Back", and I really got the meaning of "killing Hitler", you can never get rid of the past even how much painful it is, it will always be there because it is already set in stone.
Why do I feel shame and resentment? The feeling of being looked down upon by...
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Ever since I was young, I always deeply wanted that feeling of pride for my country being respected, not looked down upon or laughed at, but in my current life today, all I feel is shame and an inferiority complex that is pretty much integrated into the culture of my country.
Living in...
The guilt is too much to handle. You did everything just for nothing. Your life went all to waste for something you thought was right to do. Being a reincarnated Nazi is too much. The stigma is still there. All the pain and guilt is still there. It's hard to live your current life if your past...
Well I am studying German, I pick up words pretty quickly. I finished a week worth of German lessons on Duolingo in a single day. I had the urge to study german when I read the ingriedients on a german chocolate bar (particularly Schogetten). Ok maybe the chocolate part was TMI...o_O
I'm trying to look at the possibility that I might actually be one. I've already searched everywhere on Google and I can't really find a decent trustworhy source. This forum seems to be a reliable place to ask for such questions. I know most of us are hiding in the shadows since we are a...
I am going through that too. There was one time when my mom's friend went to Germany. When she came home, she gave us a lot of german chocolates. It seems that I felt happy about the fact that the chocolates came from Germany, even though we always get imported chocolates like every 6 months to...
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On one ordinary saturday, I took notice of the two moles on my arm and one on my left side just under my ribs. At first, I thought that it was just nothing. But looking at the moles of my arm, both would practically align together if I draw a line (they were quite far...