@Myna I usually do PLRs with hypnosis/trance meditation because I get anxious when I'm doing actual PLRs. I think it's more comfortable for me because I don't have to focus directly on memories.
@Myna My sister cares a lot about her status and friends which annoys me so much!
I didn't go to a therapist. (As far as I know)
But there's only one good thing about my autism issue: I can write stories well and I'm planning to publish them one day!
@tanguerra I've got a couple of questions...
Oh wow I thought I was the only one who experiences the same things! I watch a Youtuber daily, and I feel such a deep connection with him.
Like I really understand and know him inside out even though I never met him before. He's only 3 years older than me, from the same country as me and we...
I just had flareups again! I thought our vacation was going well when I suddenly lost my temper. She was talking about herself again (as almost always). We played a game which I lost and I was angry already before we even started playing. Our conversation went to an argument:
My sister: *wins...
Thanks for replying!
It just seems like its impossible to get rid of the jealousy. I've been jealous of my sister ever since I was 11 (I'm 21 now). I have tried so many things but it doesn't really help.
My grandmother is currently experiencing the opposite of my situation. Her sister is...
Thanks for the awesome replies so far! I really appreiciate it! Especially MD for taking time to give me the good advice.
My familly, sister and I are going on holiday in a few days. I've 'ruined' so many holidays because of my jealousy and I fear that it will happen again.
I'm sorry if I...
Sorry for the late reply.
I thought I was doing well with my jealousy but today I just couldn't handle it anymore. I had outbursts when my sister was talking about her 'simple' life which doesn't happen often anymore. Funny how certain situations can make me feel like this.
There's one thing I don't understand. I keep having terrible nightmares about me being jealous of my sister (not past life related dreams). Last time I dreamt that we were on holiday and I couldn't control my jealousy at all. In those dreams I even hit her and other things I don't want to do to...
Thanks for your kind words! I really appreciate it!
Yesterday I did a new hypnosis meditation session and I saw an image of me (the man from previous images) and my sister sitting at a round table. There was an oil lamp on the table, and my sister was wearing a white dress. Could explain why...
It mostly happens when she talks about her succes, friends etc. She's going to graduate high school and be a student this year, and I will never be able to experience that.