forests. reincarnation. previous life.

I feel like an old soul, like a soul of a witch, voodoo priest or someone related to cult, religious things. I feel like I don't fit in this world, I don't like the modern way of life. I feel like everyone should care about themselves at the first place. I find animals and plants lives more...

Could it be a regression from past life? Every time when I think about my life I feel like it has no sense. I can't accept the fact that I have to live in this world and I'm scared that I'll never accept it. Every time when I read books about Native Americans beliefs, about magic etc I feel like...