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A past life remembered

shadowsofmypast said:
This was what they called a lawn party. I was there with friend M but was near race track? it was summer I believe everybody was wearing light colored clothing there was some billboard in back ground.
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There used to be a racetrack in San Francisco but the location is now a shopping center.
 
shadows, I would think you were at the race track at Coney Island, New York, because of the billboard, but the garden party aspect is confusing. There really weren't that many racetracks in the 20's. Betting on the ponies was illegal then, but Coney Island had three tracks, and I would guess people bet anyway. You mentioned a sign for a psychic in another post, and that sounds like Coney Island. The memories are coming in floods for you right now, and I'm sure the emotional aspect is more important.
 
Oh, good. I thought Brighton might be the one. Be gentle with yourself, shadows, as you process the new memories. We don't want you getting sick, or too upset!H001
 
More on Melonies funeral


This memory should came out first I can't help it this came


out second. This is a self regression memory brought


by one instrumental song called sailing.


I remember more of Melonies funeral.


I paid for it since for it since her parents basically


disowned her because of the life she chose


was not to par with their ideals and standards.


I was glad do it for my best friend.


I had her dressed in pink silk floral dress.


There was no open casket for reason I stated


But , I had them at funeral home make her look


pretty one more time for me.


I brushed my hand against her face


and touched her black curly hair one last


time.


My beautiful friend, my best friend.


I love you so much with your wonderful smile


I will see you again I said to her.


I kissed on her forehead and closed the casket


I feel to pieces after that.


It was very emotional memory for me.


I have been pretty depressed since that memory came out.


cover face:(
 
In circle of my friends


was young girl named Maxi?


I get strong vibe about her


I believe she was there when I lost Melonie


I only get small flashs of what she looked like


large brown eyes and she was short.
 
These memories are really flowing now, shadows. Was "Max" short for "Maxine"? It was a popular name in that era.
 
I'm trying to understand more about traditional beliefs.


When you say things like "I was singing at a club" and "Your hair was bleached blonde" are you saying you are a physical reincarnation of that person or was she just a temporary physical vessel your soul once occupied?
 
John Tat said:
I'm trying to understand more about traditional beliefs.
When you say things like "I was singing at a club" and "Your hair was bleached blonde" are you saying you are a physical reincarnation of that person or was she just a temporary physical vessel your soul once occupied?
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John, when you remember your birthday or Christmas, or when you had a puppy (or whatever) when you were a kid, what's it like? It's the same with past life memories, just bit longer ago. There's not nearly as much 'mystery' around it as you might think. It's (kind of) the same as any other memory... just older.
 
shadowsofmypast said:
In circle of my friends
was young girl named Maxi?


I get strong vibe about her


I believe she was there when I lost Melonie


I only get small flashs of what she looked like


large brown eyes and she was short.
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Good work shadows. It's all coming together.
 
tanguerra


What you said does not add up. You said previous life memories are the same as what I did at Christmas or some memories I have of a puppy only they are older. That has absolutely nothing to do with a previous physical identity and vessel my soul once occupied
 
What I'm saying John is the experience of memory is much the same whether it's this life or another one.


Past life memories are really quite easy to access. They can be a bit more blurry and disjointed than present life ones, but, depending what you are recalling, they are no less vivid. With a little practice it gets easier too.
 
What Tanguerra, says is true .


I can't process my past life like a spreadsheet.


Your welcome to step into my mind


if you can make it clearer.


I have been dealing with this past life since I was 8.


Dreams I was walking on board walk


Beach areas etc.


My past life memories are either self regressed


by seeing a picture or here a piece of music


Or just spontaneous.


I am sorry, I cannot provide the answers you seek.
 
New memory


This one took place at yacht club.


Me and Mel were there .She I decided


to take picture, She sat in large wooden


patio style chair it was tilted back


It was painted white.


She sat in patio chair I leaned over


put my right arm around her


We were wearing very light colored dress's


and wide brimmed hats that were a beige peach color.


We both smiled and picture was taken.


This next memory was same day we decided to eat at restaurant


that was near by for lunch .


I the believe the restaurant


was fairly large? small beams wood surround it.


All windows were open they were quite large.


The beach was near by I could see it.


All the ceiling fans were spinning it had to be summer.


The ceiling fans I was always interested in certain


designs when I was young. There is one the blades of the fan


are shaped like a pointed leaf with glass in them.


In my vision that is what I saw all through out


the restaurant were we eating at.


We were smiling and laughing Me, Mel and another friend.


Finally question answered.:thumbsup:
 
Here's something I learned of late


My friend is in a bad relationship I been trying have her leave


this person.


I called one these help lines for women for some


advice how to help her.?


For awhile I always felt for women in bad problems in there


life. All suddenly because this problem with my friend coming


about. I really feel I was involved with suffragettes


For little while I don't get much of visual yet


It's real deep feeling in my stomach.


Why I get very upset when women get hurt.


I think get kicked out or left the suffragettes because I was too wild.


Mostly I did not get along with most of older members


And Womens right to vote did not get the core issue


for me anyways.
 
Strange past life clip


I saw what my bathroom what it looked like.


The back toliet had various bottle sizes different colors


The mirror was oblong I think seen myself looking in the


mirror in that life oh, no .


I think coincides with my vision of me looking out the


Hotel room I had last year.
 
Funny thing I was in shower when it happened.


I want say my was in a mild mood why did I see it.


I don't know why ? It kinda took me off guard


One bottle was weird shape it was either purple


or blue?
 
Another childhood memory


I think I was nine or ten


I had Kewpie was standing the middle my window


His arms wear outstretched like some kind of symbol.


It was there because I thought it could protect


me and my room I thought it was my guardian.


I had various Kewpies around my room


and books. I really enjoyed them.


I made up things like that because I was different


and was a only child and I was lonely at times


limited friends. Very few people understood a spirited


child as they use to say.


The strange thing is use to as child in this life put things on


my window.
 
I was watching a silent film collection about


Edison and the beginning of movie making.


Most are short. One, I like it's called Annabella


The Butterfly Dance. A memory of sorts hit me


today I have real strong feeling I was in silent


film possibly singing.


I had sad feeling come over when I think about it.
 
Well I have not posted in while about this past life.


Just like in that life and this life she left me.


Today no word she had another job lined up no saying goodbye.


I am very angry and upset ay her


Never told about our past lives together.cover face.


But the good thing that did come out of it


I met my friend again . And lingering memories


I had of us and the time I had that back all came back.


My friend warned me months ago about her.


I should listened to her.
 
Aw shadows! That's sad, but maybe a bit of time apart is not a bad thing? I am sure you will see her again. That's how it is with soul mates. I hope you're coping OK?
 
Really sad at the moment.


It's just we were kinda of close. she could


told me . I would not stopped her.


Maybe some time apart? I just don't know.


Right now if I could talk to her I would really be mad


at her. If feels like I don't exist.


I have other friends to talk to about this.


The one you know who is psychic like myself.


I will continue with my story and songs.


Because truthfully I believe I found another possible friend


from that era. She has butterfly tattoo.


That bears something I seen from that era?
 
Yes. Don't talk to her if you feel angry. Never a good idea! When I feel like that I write a long letter to them that I know I am not going to send. It makes me feel better to get my thoughts out of my head onto paper.


I am sure you will see her again and maybe then things will be a bit calmer too and it will be better?


Keep your chin up shadows. :thumbsup:
 
Glad to hear it shadows. Hope you feel a bit better soon. Sometimes it takes time for strong feelings to subside though, doesn't it?
 
I don't know to make of this ?


I had a dream about this past yesterday morning


From what I can remember ? I was sining somewhere?


I had hat with beads on it I think I was wearing pink dress?


Anyways I seen myself singing I was partially awake


in my bed ? I held my arm up


I was singing? It felt I was not in control?


Why is this happening to me?cover face


I write songs at a drop of a hat


I contacted a song writer he said my songs has 20's


jazz vibe. :D


All can figure it is my fault for ending my life.
 
Having past life dreams is not so unusual shadows. I really don't think people are punished in any way for ending their own lives either.


Why has this upset you?
 
Because I feel it's a life unfinished.


And I don't like this period at all.


I cling onto the past most of my life I have.


The Walk Of The Soul a book, I partially read


fits how I see things. And most of my life.


Upsets me because I don't fit in .
 
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