Amydmoussa
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I've been connected to Egypt for a very long time. I actually went to Luxor about a year ago. I was at home. I was at peace within myself. But I went to Luxor temple one night with my family. Holding my aunts hand I seen the temple, and I cried as I seen that there was other things built around it. My heart ache to see it being disrespected. I also went to Karnak Temple. While I was there I felt a strong connection. I even almost passed out at the Sacred Lake night show. I was in a complete transe. Nothing could describe this. But this was my home. I went back to Luxor Temple, as I was there I felt my presence was always been there. I felt the celebration of the time,because I was royalty. My heart rejoice. Also at the Nile River I played like a child in the water with my family. When in the Valley of the kings and queens my heart was sadden.. I cried at King Tutankhamun tomb as I saw him lay there.. I am fully sure my father was Ramasses III.. All connection thrives within me say this. I've had many visions in my dreams before ever taking this long awaited trip. In my dreams I seen myself on a balcony with the royal Pharaoh head piece ready to speak to a crowd, then suddenly I was stabbed in my back. I could feel the pain. I suffer from chronic kidney disease . I was born with my left kidney smaller. Now, how does this relate to my past life,,, is a true curious thought. I have even seen myself dressed in white clothing as a woman with black hair totally dressed in royal Egyptian clothing was in a room with me and she was trying to give me this beautiful egg. It was jewels and gold on it.. And a kind of brush/comb for my hair. I always remember this.. I have connect to many spiritual things. I have some kind of gift that's for sure. When I meditate I actually have a saying I use and I announced myself as the daughter of Ramasses III. Now this came out of nowhere,, totally pop in my mind to say while my chant. I am drown to old Egyptian music also. I was able to attend a celebration while in Luxor,, and the music and the old ways of dancing was a performance . I have never felt so much peace in my life. I had return home.. As I had to leave my family there, I cried so hard because my soul was being tortured to leave. I know one day I will return, but not sure when, but my heart aches to be there. My mother mom is Cherokee Native American. And she told me that I have a gift that God give to only certain people. It's a gift and a curse.. And I am to accept everything it has and I can't control it. I do know that I don't feel as if I belong in this time frame or with the people I know or my family. I only have small connection to them.. This is my story... Please help me to understand more.. Thank you for accepting me here...
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