Extremely jealous of my sister

[Spirit Sword]

I also have past life emotions carried over towards my brother. It did not help that he bullied me as a child. Things did not get better until he moved out of the house and matured a little bit. Now that we only see each other a few times a year, we are more civil, but any time we get close to complete reconciliation, he creates a reason to make me the target of his anger or I have this driving need to push him away. On a conscious level, he is family and I do love him very much, but I think our ability to get along will continue to wax and wane as long as we live.

It is good that you are making progress. You should be proud. But do not get your heart set on your jealousy healing completely, as hints of it may always remain.