Hello
Where to begin... My name is Jeremy, I'm sixteen years old... I posted something about a past life on another message board, which was only replied with criticism from rather rude skeptics, So I feel a bit nervous (almost foolish) posting again...
Although I have not read the books, Someone had written me a E-mail telling me about them, Using a search engine to try and find out more, I stumbled upon this site and well, here I am. I'll try not to ramble off the subject...
When I was about 4 or 5, I remember having dreams about being a small boy that was also about 4 or 5. I recall in the dreams being in a place that wasn't "home", being with someone I knew, but not too well ... the place looked like a small apartment building, or a Hotel. To make a long story short, I dreamt the man who "I knew, but not too well" beat me to death in one of the hotel rooms in front of a girl that I think was my older sister... I excused this as a recurring nightmare and went on with my life...
Some years later, My Mom tells me about things that she said I told my Kindergarten teacher. As it goes... The teacher said to my Mom "I didn't know Jeremy was adopted", Which I'm not ... my Mom told her this, and the teacher told my Mom how I'd said my "real Mom and dad" burned up in a fire, and how my other Mom had curly red hair. I have no memory of ever telling this to anyone, But I do know I've always been a horrible liar, and how I could make a teacher believe what wasn't true is beyond me. Unfortunately those are the only things my Mom remembers, As she believed (and still believes) it was my imagination... I assume the teacher believed the same thing after that, because I never spoke of it again. When my Mom told me this about a year or two ago, I remembered the dreams I had of being the boy, And it made sense to me ... that if indeed all this was connected to a past life, then my parents died in a fire, turning custody of me and I think my sister over to a Relative or much older sibling or someone of that nature, where I was apparently killed...
So yes, My reason for posting (other then to Share)... Although I do hope to buy these books and read more about the subject, I was wondering how I might learn more about a past life, get more detail? Also how I might learn about Death records or something like that...
I'm rather torn about this. No ones really taken me seriously when I suggested it might be a past life, so I never talk about it, because I know the people around me would roll their eyes or just nod and move on to the next subject ... maybe I'm making too big a deal out of some nightmare I had. But then there's a part of me that wants to know what happened to the girl, If she died or if she's still alive somewhere. Ah well... I think I've said all I can on the subject...
Thanks for reading this..
Where to begin... My name is Jeremy, I'm sixteen years old... I posted something about a past life on another message board, which was only replied with criticism from rather rude skeptics, So I feel a bit nervous (almost foolish) posting again...
Although I have not read the books, Someone had written me a E-mail telling me about them, Using a search engine to try and find out more, I stumbled upon this site and well, here I am. I'll try not to ramble off the subject...
When I was about 4 or 5, I remember having dreams about being a small boy that was also about 4 or 5. I recall in the dreams being in a place that wasn't "home", being with someone I knew, but not too well ... the place looked like a small apartment building, or a Hotel. To make a long story short, I dreamt the man who "I knew, but not too well" beat me to death in one of the hotel rooms in front of a girl that I think was my older sister... I excused this as a recurring nightmare and went on with my life...
Some years later, My Mom tells me about things that she said I told my Kindergarten teacher. As it goes... The teacher said to my Mom "I didn't know Jeremy was adopted", Which I'm not ... my Mom told her this, and the teacher told my Mom how I'd said my "real Mom and dad" burned up in a fire, and how my other Mom had curly red hair. I have no memory of ever telling this to anyone, But I do know I've always been a horrible liar, and how I could make a teacher believe what wasn't true is beyond me. Unfortunately those are the only things my Mom remembers, As she believed (and still believes) it was my imagination... I assume the teacher believed the same thing after that, because I never spoke of it again. When my Mom told me this about a year or two ago, I remembered the dreams I had of being the boy, And it made sense to me ... that if indeed all this was connected to a past life, then my parents died in a fire, turning custody of me and I think my sister over to a Relative or much older sibling or someone of that nature, where I was apparently killed...
So yes, My reason for posting (other then to Share)... Although I do hope to buy these books and read more about the subject, I was wondering how I might learn more about a past life, get more detail? Also how I might learn about Death records or something like that...
I'm rather torn about this. No ones really taken me seriously when I suggested it might be a past life, so I never talk about it, because I know the people around me would roll their eyes or just nod and move on to the next subject ... maybe I'm making too big a deal out of some nightmare I had. But then there's a part of me that wants to know what happened to the girl, If she died or if she's still alive somewhere. Ah well... I think I've said all I can on the subject...
Thanks for reading this..
