Kislany's memories

[Kislany]

I was meditating with William Buhlman's Exploring your past lives, and at first I didn't really get anything (except cramps in my legs and had to clear my throat all the time :laugh.

After about half an hour though when I couldn't do what he was guiding me to do, I just drifted - sort of and looked down at my legs, it seems that I was a man, I had a sort of a sandal - like flip-flops, with just a wide brown leather cord or strap across my feet, a nice bright brown. I was all dressed in something brown, don't remember much except had something close to a 'skirt' of sorts (but I was a man), which was rather short. Like a short toga? not sure, not quite.

Then I just had some numbers flashing in front of me, 593, or 596, something like that. Also thought of Romans and Crete. And I felt like a knife at my throat and I felt the pain of having your throat cut (at least I think so).
Anyway all this could be real or just made up, dunno at this point...Guess some research is in order, or see if I get more flashbacks.
All these lasted maybe just a few seconds, nothing longer, not like a story line or anything...

Btw, I've googled Crete and Romans and it seems that Crete was under Roman occupation until 369 (which pretty much the same numbers except mixed up). I can't seem to find on the net what Cretans were wearing during the roman occupation (if I was a Cretan at all, and not a Roman).
One thing though, I do have constant throat problems since I was a kid

Oh great, just found this on Google pictures...it's similar to the 'short skirt' I was telling about that I saw myself in... If it's true it means I might have been a Roman in Crete then...
https://images.search.yahoo.com/yhs/search?p=roman+skirt+picture&fr=yhs-mozilla-004&hspart=mozilla&hsimp=yhs-004&imgurl=http://images.halloweencostumes.com/products/25008/1-1/mens-deluxe-roman-armor-skirt.jpg#id=5&iurl=http://www.dresstoparty.nl/data/upload/Shop/images/roman-skirt.jpg&action=click

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[Kislany]

Experiences with the Woolger CD


I was in a room, in front of me was a woman with arms outstretched, and I was fixing the arms of her dress - or more like a long dark blue gown. Then I went down on my knees, fixing the bottom of the gown, and went around her fixing stuff here and there. I was asked to look around, which I did, and the room was relatively big, but with things all scattered around, threads, scissors, everything lying around the room, the floor, on tables. And I felt comfortable there. It must have been my home or my atelier. (funny coz now I'm just like that, I have all my things scattered around my house, I hate the 'hotel' or 'museum' style places where everything has it's place and it shines like diamonds, where your guests have to take off their shoes when entering your house).


The next image found the other woman buttoning up her gown (dress?), putting up the cloack that was attached to the gown (maybe was raining outside?) and before leaving, handing me over some paper bills. I saw myself taking these bills and smiling, as it was natural to take these bills for the work. I didn't see myself counting the bills, but maybe I did afterwards, or maybe I trusted her, no idea.


Then the images ended. It was all quite vivid and I'm still puzzling whether it's a past life memory or just my imagination, or something I've seen in the tv...


But somehow it didn't feel like imagination or tv, it felt a bit different, more natural, as if I knew exactly what I was doing and how to do it. Also I didn't have to sit and meditate for it, the whole thing lasted around 10 minutes. It all started from thinking back to things I've done as a child, and then going off from there...


So if this was a pl memory, I guess as a child I was reenacting this with my doll, and as I grew up, I eventually grew out of it. I have absolutely no interest in making clothes anymore (even hate sewing back fallen buttons), but the artist in me survived nevertheless, as now I make jewelry :laugh:


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[Kislany]

A next brief experience using the Woolger CD


The third track, a rather short one - 9 minutes only, deals with remembering very briefly a past life, just bits and pieces of it, including the death and beyond, like a fast forward.


While thinking of various countries, I found myself drawn to England and saw a young girl, teenager or just above, all dressed in white - white floating skirt, white shirt, holding sometimes with her hand a white big hat. I then saw myself riding on a bike, quite happy and giggling to myself. I'm on a country road, full of dust, and I know I'm going home to the next village. On my left and right is all green, and only some houses can be seen in the distance. It seems I'm riding on this road quite regularly, at least it feels like it.


I get off the bike, and walk just a bit, and in front of me suddenly it seems like a piece of the road is lifting, at least that's how I see it.


But then the image goes away, and the next scene should show something happy in my life. However I can't find anything, I see a person with black hair, sort of stuck, it's a bit confusing as to what this person is doing. It seems is holding a sort of camera on a tripod and just can't move, trying to advance, but can't, his legs are getting weak and sort of stumbling. But I can't identify myself with this person, so it can't be me, the image is all wrong, like a dream.


The next scene is about how I died. I'm back on the road where I was riding my bike. I was walking, and where the road sort of 'lifted', it turned out to be a snake that bit me. I don't recall the actual biting, but I see myself from a distance lying on the ground, just like that...I now realise why I didn't find anything in the previous scene about being happy, because there is no more of me at that time, I'm no longer there. I wonder if that person in black is related to my funeral, I couldn't see much of it, except the guy trying to advance, but getting stuck, could not move, could not take a further step. Just weird...


No strong emotions here. It seem that it was a happy, but rather short life. Might explain my fear of snakes. On second thought, almost everyone is afraid of snakes, so I can't attribute the fear to this past life for sure. Just a might...


I just don't get any strong vibes out of this life.


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[Kislany]

Played Regression to Times and Places by Brian Weiss just now, and although I properly relaxed, I didn't get any flashbacks right until the end. I wanted to get some more information about the girl who died on her way home on the bicycle, but instead I saw myself 'rising', going upwards, it was sort of gray with some smaller light ahead, and then I saw myself going to a room where were some people (or children?) sitting at a table on the left, but my attention turned towards a man standing and somehow leaning on a bar table and mixing something lazily (I had a feeling this was a home though, not a pub). He was incredibly beautiful, with relatively longer, straight hair, and although I have never met this person in this life, I knew him then. I said 'i am home' and he was looking at me with so loving eyes, I almost cried. His eyes were the kindest eyes I've seen - I had a fleeting thought that my mom has the same eyes.


It was then time to 'go back' from the meditation, and I heard him saying 'don't worry, we'll meet again'. I didn't want to go, I wanted to stay there. Unfortunately now that I'm trying to remember his face, I can't It's just a fleeting feeling, which I can't catch...


The weird thing is, while in this state of meditation, I felt like I was not in a past life, but really 'home'.


Before the Woolger CD, I wouldn't have any sort of 'flashbacks' of any kind, so even if this was 'just' imagination, it is way more than I had until now


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