Jaimie
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Past life me was spiritual, religious.
One time, she was now in her 20's, she came into a church. There was no mass. A priest came up to her to ask her whom she was with. He would describe a young looking man 's looks, the clothes he wore. That this man would stop at the first entrance of the Church. The priest recognized him as a ghost, a spirit, that then vanished. She got to feel terrible. The man he was describing looked like her ex boyfriend who had past away. He had for instance had a light brown jacket on him, which was the jacket she had bought for him. He would not let her buy anything for him so she had to kind of force it on him. As soon as he had money he had in the past showered her with gifts, expensive things, and she did not really want him to. In extracts from his sessions with a psychiatrist it was let known that he was all he still worried about, all he cared about, he wanted her to be happy, but said he wasn't. In my memory (this memory came years before me ever reading those words said in the psychiatrists office) the priest said the young man was worried about her. The priest asked her if she was in any danger. That she must be careful. It was not that the priest felt threaten by the young man, but that the young man thought something else, someone else, was to put her in danger.
I have thought forth and back if this memory could be true, about the church and the priest seeing him. During this life time she would suffer from depression, forget to eat, cry a lot, it was as if her eyes were dead. Right when I saw her eyes at a family photo taken where her husband laughs to the camera, holding their child and she laughs too I could still see it in her eyes. I don't know if anyone can recognize what I am writing when the eyes are dead.
The ex boyfriend had been a struggling actor who had finally got his career on the right track by the time of his passing, typically. At least he got to enjoy it for a little while. (it was lovely to read how he had thought of his family regarding the last will that never got through all the steps before he died, he died so young, thinking of the youngest family member, wanting the boy to have money to go to collage and so on. I knew he was still a good man. Had he been alive when it was time he would surely pay then if he had the cash.).
I have now recently been reading about what I already had a glimpse of knowing about him. Some of his friends has said he got into occultism. Before and while they/us were romantically involved it was not the occultism, just spiritually. Afterwards it for some reason went into another direction. One of his new friends saying that he had felt haunted by something bad why he wanted to spend the night elsewhere. I did not know it was as bad as it was until having read that and other things these friends has said. In his diary he had written that he believed in such sources to and that he wanted it to be used so he could make her/me return to him so they could finish what they started. If not in this life, then in the next.
In life I knew he was someone who wanted to try everything, but did not become aware of his recklessness until after the break up.
My question is if someone believes that they may not deserve heaven and all that, will they then not see the light ?
Why would his ghost demonstrate not enter the real part of the Church ?
Does anyone have any relations/knowledge of this ?
/Jaimie
One time, she was now in her 20's, she came into a church. There was no mass. A priest came up to her to ask her whom she was with. He would describe a young looking man 's looks, the clothes he wore. That this man would stop at the first entrance of the Church. The priest recognized him as a ghost, a spirit, that then vanished. She got to feel terrible. The man he was describing looked like her ex boyfriend who had past away. He had for instance had a light brown jacket on him, which was the jacket she had bought for him. He would not let her buy anything for him so she had to kind of force it on him. As soon as he had money he had in the past showered her with gifts, expensive things, and she did not really want him to. In extracts from his sessions with a psychiatrist it was let known that he was all he still worried about, all he cared about, he wanted her to be happy, but said he wasn't. In my memory (this memory came years before me ever reading those words said in the psychiatrists office) the priest said the young man was worried about her. The priest asked her if she was in any danger. That she must be careful. It was not that the priest felt threaten by the young man, but that the young man thought something else, someone else, was to put her in danger.
I have thought forth and back if this memory could be true, about the church and the priest seeing him. During this life time she would suffer from depression, forget to eat, cry a lot, it was as if her eyes were dead. Right when I saw her eyes at a family photo taken where her husband laughs to the camera, holding their child and she laughs too I could still see it in her eyes. I don't know if anyone can recognize what I am writing when the eyes are dead.
The ex boyfriend had been a struggling actor who had finally got his career on the right track by the time of his passing, typically. At least he got to enjoy it for a little while. (it was lovely to read how he had thought of his family regarding the last will that never got through all the steps before he died, he died so young, thinking of the youngest family member, wanting the boy to have money to go to collage and so on. I knew he was still a good man. Had he been alive when it was time he would surely pay then if he had the cash.).
I have now recently been reading about what I already had a glimpse of knowing about him. Some of his friends has said he got into occultism. Before and while they/us were romantically involved it was not the occultism, just spiritually. Afterwards it for some reason went into another direction. One of his new friends saying that he had felt haunted by something bad why he wanted to spend the night elsewhere. I did not know it was as bad as it was until having read that and other things these friends has said. In his diary he had written that he believed in such sources to and that he wanted it to be used so he could make her/me return to him so they could finish what they started. If not in this life, then in the next.
In life I knew he was someone who wanted to try everything, but did not become aware of his recklessness until after the break up.
My question is if someone believes that they may not deserve heaven and all that, will they then not see the light ?
Why would his ghost demonstrate not enter the real part of the Church ?
Does anyone have any relations/knowledge of this ?
/Jaimie
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they weren't that tall.. but i was and am always a small person so I realized when I thought men or women were tall or big it was really me that was little.). The 1920's husband had thinner lips and a more broad kind of face structure. It is just that they confuse me with a similar kind of personality. They were both sensitive and both complex, yet easy. It is so hard to put into words. I know it is them when I see their face forever changing with their emotions, there is always something happening but not in an annoying way. And they were both so funny. So stubborn. So independent. I have had meditations that were interrupted because I started smiling, laughing at either of them. It was a childish kind of humor. When I have those I get sad afterwards knowing of all the bad things that followed. When he came along as a spirit-guide-person he was easy going, made of light heart, which they both use to be with me, but I suppose my spirit has been so used to being worried about him that it is not easy for me to fully believe he is OK.