Cryptic Willow
Active Member
There's been so much that has happened, I stopped worrying about it. If I took note of every single sign, I could write a book.
I was born in the year 2000. I was never influenced much by Hip Hop until my early teens, when I was introduced to Eminem.
It has now been 6 years and I am a full on rapper. I have an upcoming base, honestly I don't doubt that I'll blow up soon, but this isn't about that.
In late 2019, I woke up one morning with Tupac on my mind. It was unusual as I rarely listened to his music because he wasn't in my generation. I decided to Google his name and the first article that popped up was a rumor about him being alive and living where I am living. It was an odd thing to see and a trending article too.
At this point I still didn't know much, so I started doing more research about him, listening to more songs. Some of his lyrics which I had never heard were almost word for word some of the lyrics I had written when I had first started rapping.
I started watching the Unsolved series and I became more invested in Tupac and I started to notice alot of similarities between him and I. Not the gangster persona that he portrayed, but him as a person. Everytime someone spoke about Tupac in the series, the way they spoke about him was as if it was me, personality wise.
Still this isn't anything solid, I just felt like him and I had alot in common. But the signs started getting deeper. Attachments that I have to certain things, more and more lyrics that reflected my exact thoughts or words. I purchased a Gold watch with a black face, way before all of this. Since my schooling days it was something I wanted. I recently found out that Tupac had a favourite Rolex, Gold with a black face. To many people it's just a watch, a coincidence, nothing solid, but I have had alot of spiritual interventions in my life, coincidences that were obviously more than coincidences.
Eminem once wrote a letter to Tupacs mom about how he really felt about Tupac. It was word for word the exact same way I feel about Eminem. He was a big influence on my life during a rough time. Go read the letter.
I then came across the number 4 appearing multiple times. Sure enough it was another "coincidence". They shot Tupac 4 times, I was born 4 years after his death, 4 days after his birthday.
So lets make things interesting
One night about 3am the power went out while I was asleep. I guess the heat was bad and I woke up. There was a shadow on my wall in the form of a person, but I overlooked it as the shadow of the chair or the fan (we all have 'the chair') and I went back to sleep.
I swear I gained full consciousness a couple hours later without opening my eyes, but I was not in my room. I was in the BMW. For a split second I saw a white car out the window and then it blacked out for a bit, then switched back to the car. I could hear Suge Knight screaming 'Pac!' and I knew that he was talking to me, but I didn't want to open my eyes. In that moment I was not living my life, I was in his mind, his thoughts, and I was thinking of how peaceful it would be for everything to finally be over. I chose not to open my eyes while Suge was calling me. I could feel myself in the car sweating, and I slowly woke up, sweating exactly how I felt in the car.
A couple hours later I got to thinking, where did a shadow come from in my room when there was no electricity.
It's been months now since alot of this and there's been so much more, I actually started forgetting. I have always been driven to make a big impact. I don't believe this is a coincidence. I feel like he had unfinished business but was taken too early. And here I am.
There are some signs that are intriguing but it would be revealing too much personal information about myself, and I'm sure it's obvious why I don't want too much revealed about myself. It sounds absolutely crazy. But that's the last thing it's going to make me. I feel like it's led me to understand the universe and life alot better, the rule of being selfless and how big a legacy one person can leave.
I am the brain that Tupac sparked.
I was born in the year 2000. I was never influenced much by Hip Hop until my early teens, when I was introduced to Eminem.
It has now been 6 years and I am a full on rapper. I have an upcoming base, honestly I don't doubt that I'll blow up soon, but this isn't about that.
In late 2019, I woke up one morning with Tupac on my mind. It was unusual as I rarely listened to his music because he wasn't in my generation. I decided to Google his name and the first article that popped up was a rumor about him being alive and living where I am living. It was an odd thing to see and a trending article too.
At this point I still didn't know much, so I started doing more research about him, listening to more songs. Some of his lyrics which I had never heard were almost word for word some of the lyrics I had written when I had first started rapping.
I started watching the Unsolved series and I became more invested in Tupac and I started to notice alot of similarities between him and I. Not the gangster persona that he portrayed, but him as a person. Everytime someone spoke about Tupac in the series, the way they spoke about him was as if it was me, personality wise.
Still this isn't anything solid, I just felt like him and I had alot in common. But the signs started getting deeper. Attachments that I have to certain things, more and more lyrics that reflected my exact thoughts or words. I purchased a Gold watch with a black face, way before all of this. Since my schooling days it was something I wanted. I recently found out that Tupac had a favourite Rolex, Gold with a black face. To many people it's just a watch, a coincidence, nothing solid, but I have had alot of spiritual interventions in my life, coincidences that were obviously more than coincidences.
Eminem once wrote a letter to Tupacs mom about how he really felt about Tupac. It was word for word the exact same way I feel about Eminem. He was a big influence on my life during a rough time. Go read the letter.
I then came across the number 4 appearing multiple times. Sure enough it was another "coincidence". They shot Tupac 4 times, I was born 4 years after his death, 4 days after his birthday.
So lets make things interesting
One night about 3am the power went out while I was asleep. I guess the heat was bad and I woke up. There was a shadow on my wall in the form of a person, but I overlooked it as the shadow of the chair or the fan (we all have 'the chair') and I went back to sleep.
I swear I gained full consciousness a couple hours later without opening my eyes, but I was not in my room. I was in the BMW. For a split second I saw a white car out the window and then it blacked out for a bit, then switched back to the car. I could hear Suge Knight screaming 'Pac!' and I knew that he was talking to me, but I didn't want to open my eyes. In that moment I was not living my life, I was in his mind, his thoughts, and I was thinking of how peaceful it would be for everything to finally be over. I chose not to open my eyes while Suge was calling me. I could feel myself in the car sweating, and I slowly woke up, sweating exactly how I felt in the car.
A couple hours later I got to thinking, where did a shadow come from in my room when there was no electricity.
It's been months now since alot of this and there's been so much more, I actually started forgetting. I have always been driven to make a big impact. I don't believe this is a coincidence. I feel like he had unfinished business but was taken too early. And here I am.
There are some signs that are intriguing but it would be revealing too much personal information about myself, and I'm sure it's obvious why I don't want too much revealed about myself. It sounds absolutely crazy. But that's the last thing it's going to make me. I feel like it's led me to understand the universe and life alot better, the rule of being selfless and how big a legacy one person can leave.
I am the brain that Tupac sparked.
