insearchof_1785
insearchof_1785
Hello friends,
How are you all? I'm well, all things considered. I have work at 11 this morning, but I wanted to ask a question. I've been dealing with some past life sadness and for lack of better term... wanting or longing, I think is the better word. I've been missing my past life mother, and father. I have my siblings and I'm beyond grateful for them being here again - but I wonder why our parents haven't returned. It's hard me to comprehend why they aren't here - even if they could be here spiritually, but not physically - that's not easy for me to comprehend. I know that people do not incarnate as everyone else does - they choose not to for their own reasons. Maybe they are finished with everything or maybe they need to heal better... But it is hard to comprehend why they aren't here with us. My one past-life sister says that maybe we are too dependent of them and that is precisely why they are not here. But all children are dependent (even in adulthood) of their parents. Then again there are children who are not, and who do not have their parents to depend on. So maybe this thread is not worth the post? I don't know. I'm just thinking out loud at this point.
Another friend told me that parents no matter what are connected to their children, even the ones from the past-life. He told me that what I seek will come to me. Everything always comes back to us in the cosmic circle of things. He said be patient and they will return and we will know it when they do, etc. He also said that yes parents have their own misgivings and feelings, and yet at the same time will always return when their children need them. I know this isn't always true but it's something I can be hopeful about right?
It's especially hard when we saw them die before us. To have been raised by them, and then watched them die so brutally, right before us was a lot - it still is a lot to take in. I won't lie, I've been hurt numerous times for believing in some or another of being one or both of them. My siblings and I are tired of the constant back and forth - though it's stopped - it used to be pretty bad years ago. It's either they fit their personalities or they look like them, and then it isn't them. I know that people change in life-times and physical similarities aren't 100% everything but why should we children reincarnate and not our parents?
Sure we've got our parents in this life. We've got that in this life and most people would probably say "Why can't you be grateful for what you have now?" or "Be happy you have parents who are in your life." I get it. Not everyone has a parent or parents who support them. To be perfectly honest, my parents are in my life but not as much as I'd like them to be. Maybe this is why I long so much to see or talk to my past-life ones? Maybe this is why I want them back so badly?
I have a parent from one past life, and we are very close and I'm beyond grateful to have her back in my life. We don't talk as much as I'd like to but that's understandable and she has her own life to live. But the life-time where these two parents figure is harder. Even some of my siblings have recently told me that they talk with claimants of this particular past-life - relatives on social media in hopes of possibly finding our mother and father. Of course we know how foolish that is but we cannot help it. We may be adults now but even adults can be considered as large children. Children with adult mindsets and adult lives. But we are still children. So yes we may be adults now, but we still miss them and pine/long for them.
On top of this, the pandemic situation the World is all in right now... it doesn't make things any easier to stomach or contend with. This year has been nothing but triggers, reminding constantly of this particular past life. There is no real connection like dates or year - the anniversary of everyone's death recently passed and I thought that if that passed and last month passed by, we could be happier. Fat chance of that happening. Everything that is happening is so reminiscent of back then. The civil unrest, the rumors of war, and revolution - protests and rioting, all of it is so reminiscent of that life-time.
Anyways, I'm rambling and should whip up some breakfast. Eating helps, definitely. Thanks for listening, and I hope you are all well and healthy. <3
How are you all? I'm well, all things considered. I have work at 11 this morning, but I wanted to ask a question. I've been dealing with some past life sadness and for lack of better term... wanting or longing, I think is the better word. I've been missing my past life mother, and father. I have my siblings and I'm beyond grateful for them being here again - but I wonder why our parents haven't returned. It's hard me to comprehend why they aren't here - even if they could be here spiritually, but not physically - that's not easy for me to comprehend. I know that people do not incarnate as everyone else does - they choose not to for their own reasons. Maybe they are finished with everything or maybe they need to heal better... But it is hard to comprehend why they aren't here with us. My one past-life sister says that maybe we are too dependent of them and that is precisely why they are not here. But all children are dependent (even in adulthood) of their parents. Then again there are children who are not, and who do not have their parents to depend on. So maybe this thread is not worth the post? I don't know. I'm just thinking out loud at this point.
Another friend told me that parents no matter what are connected to their children, even the ones from the past-life. He told me that what I seek will come to me. Everything always comes back to us in the cosmic circle of things. He said be patient and they will return and we will know it when they do, etc. He also said that yes parents have their own misgivings and feelings, and yet at the same time will always return when their children need them. I know this isn't always true but it's something I can be hopeful about right?
It's especially hard when we saw them die before us. To have been raised by them, and then watched them die so brutally, right before us was a lot - it still is a lot to take in. I won't lie, I've been hurt numerous times for believing in some or another of being one or both of them. My siblings and I are tired of the constant back and forth - though it's stopped - it used to be pretty bad years ago. It's either they fit their personalities or they look like them, and then it isn't them. I know that people change in life-times and physical similarities aren't 100% everything but why should we children reincarnate and not our parents?
Sure we've got our parents in this life. We've got that in this life and most people would probably say "Why can't you be grateful for what you have now?" or "Be happy you have parents who are in your life." I get it. Not everyone has a parent or parents who support them. To be perfectly honest, my parents are in my life but not as much as I'd like them to be. Maybe this is why I long so much to see or talk to my past-life ones? Maybe this is why I want them back so badly?
I have a parent from one past life, and we are very close and I'm beyond grateful to have her back in my life. We don't talk as much as I'd like to but that's understandable and she has her own life to live. But the life-time where these two parents figure is harder. Even some of my siblings have recently told me that they talk with claimants of this particular past-life - relatives on social media in hopes of possibly finding our mother and father. Of course we know how foolish that is but we cannot help it. We may be adults now but even adults can be considered as large children. Children with adult mindsets and adult lives. But we are still children. So yes we may be adults now, but we still miss them and pine/long for them.
On top of this, the pandemic situation the World is all in right now... it doesn't make things any easier to stomach or contend with. This year has been nothing but triggers, reminding constantly of this particular past life. There is no real connection like dates or year - the anniversary of everyone's death recently passed and I thought that if that passed and last month passed by, we could be happier. Fat chance of that happening. Everything that is happening is so reminiscent of back then. The civil unrest, the rumors of war, and revolution - protests and rioting, all of it is so reminiscent of that life-time.
Anyways, I'm rambling and should whip up some breakfast. Eating helps, definitely. Thanks for listening, and I hope you are all well and healthy. <3
