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Samantha hearfield

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Hi everyone,
I have a question and I’m u sure if it will
Make sense but I will try my best!
For as long as I can remember I have not felt connected to my country (Australia), however I feel a strong connection to the US to the point where it feels like home, it feels like where I need to be and where I belong. I have sat up crying at night because I feel so disconnected to Australia and want to go “home”. Am I absolutely crazy or is there a possibility I have had a past life there? I dont even know how to explain how I feel and I know I sound totally ridiculous because I have never even been to the US! I was supposed to go there in just over a week but obviously that’s been cancelled and I’ve been left devastated.
So does anyone think my feelings could be due to a past life or just something else going on in my head?
I appreciate any insight :)

thank you!
 
Hello Samantha,
This could for sure be the reason why you feel so inexplicably devastated. I endured some trauma a few years back which led me to my heightened interest in Past Lives (although I went to a PLR therapist when I was just 16). I have felt a deep connection to Canada and Maine; which is odd as I have only visited both placed once for very short periods of time. Specifically when I went to Canada, I remember being moved to tears when I arrived. It was inexplicable and something I never thought about until I recently had a past life experience. I was a Mother and was working as either a teacher or a healer to help Native American tribes on a shore line. I brought my daughter with me to come play with the other children. It was likely to be the late 1800's or early 1900's My brain kept bouncing back and forth "Maine, Canada, Maine, Canada." During my short time in my past life I kept hearing the name "Isabelle Ryder" also. I had a headache afterward and rested; I felt so emotional and needed to take a few days. However, I felt somewhat displaced afterwards and kept dreaming of this dim lit ocean along with the little girl.

A few days later, on a whim I googled Isabelle Ryder and found an obituary from a woman who was born in Canada and travelled to coastal Maine with her parents and nine siblings; she had just passed away in 2008. I felt in my soul Isabelle was my daughter. I ended up finding a family tree and everything eerily added up with what i had seen in my PLR session as a 16 year old, and my most recent hynotic experience. It even recorded the death of the four year old daughter that I watched pass away in the same lifetime. It was really hard to not believe that this was what I had experienced. This really brought to life this odd connection I felt to Canada and Maine. While I thought this information would frighten me, it really only made me feel calm. PLR therapy can be so healing and help make sense of our state in our current life. You are not misplaced but some soul healing may help guide you to the why of your feelings. I once had a therapist describe it as "healing stories"- even if you have fear of accepting the stories as a past life, accepting them as a tactic to heal can also help.

Sorry if some of this is gibberish, but I hope this helps and you consider my thoughts and own somewhat simular experience.
 
Though this is of no comfort be glad that you are not in the states at this time from all the usual reasons and more, the energy here is heavy, dense, and unpleasant as the population here is going nuts due to the economic stress and the outbreak. I miss the UK due to PL connections there but had to move on like so many others.

By the way if you were in the south you might love this movie.

 
Welcome to the forum, Samantha!

There definitely is nothing wrong with you.

Your feelings can be from a past life. Why not? You are not alone with this. There is another user here who lives in the U.S. and feels for Canada the same way you feel for the U.S. It would be easier to tell if you had memories, of course. But it's very likely that there is some PL connection here.
 
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