Iris101010
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This is my first post.
I have a memory and a birthmark that I believe are related but I want to find out who I was when I received the wound that made my birthmark.
The birthmark is a keloid cluster birthmark on the back right of my skull. Hair doesn't grow in it.
The memory came to me around 2008.
I know I was female, it must have been the 60's or early 70's based on the pants and shoes I was wearing. I could only see from my POV. My hair was frizzy long brown. I could see it in my peripheral. I walked from the bathroom of a rest stop or gas station to a brown car (I'm not sure what kind) definitely a 60's or 70's style car. There was a man in the drivers seat and I felt really happy, like we were about to go on an adventure or vacation or something like that. I got in the car and when he looked at me he looked frightened or worried. There was a man beside him squatted down looking in the window. The man reached through the window and put a gun to my left temple and fired. For less than the time it takes to explain it I felt afraid. Then it sounded like a balloon squeaking out air and then I was aware of absolute nothing and for lack of a better word, peace.
The only thing I could think was that mark is an exit bullet wound. There is also a small brown mark on my left eye lid.
How do I find out more about who that person was, who I was, then? Is it ok to ask for this sort of help?
I have a memory and a birthmark that I believe are related but I want to find out who I was when I received the wound that made my birthmark.
The birthmark is a keloid cluster birthmark on the back right of my skull. Hair doesn't grow in it.
The memory came to me around 2008.
I know I was female, it must have been the 60's or early 70's based on the pants and shoes I was wearing. I could only see from my POV. My hair was frizzy long brown. I could see it in my peripheral. I walked from the bathroom of a rest stop or gas station to a brown car (I'm not sure what kind) definitely a 60's or 70's style car. There was a man in the drivers seat and I felt really happy, like we were about to go on an adventure or vacation or something like that. I got in the car and when he looked at me he looked frightened or worried. There was a man beside him squatted down looking in the window. The man reached through the window and put a gun to my left temple and fired. For less than the time it takes to explain it I felt afraid. Then it sounded like a balloon squeaking out air and then I was aware of absolute nothing and for lack of a better word, peace.
The only thing I could think was that mark is an exit bullet wound. There is also a small brown mark on my left eye lid.
How do I find out more about who that person was, who I was, then? Is it ok to ask for this sort of help?