Yellow Roses
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I hope this is the correct place to post this, because it has been on my mind for several months. Over 20 years ago I was forced to break up with a man I truly loved, for reasons too long to go into here. Before she died, his mother told me that she said to him, "David, if you don't stand by this woman, you will regret it until the day you die."
I began to do Kundalini meditation about 2 years ago, though for some reason I feel stuck and haven't done it for awhile.
About a year ago I found out that David had been dead for since 2006. Last May I was lying in bed, just sort of half awake, when I noticed someone was speaking to me. I was alone in the room. Then I recognized David's voice in my right ear, I don't know how long this lasted, nor can I remember for the life of me what he said, but there is no doubt in my mind that it was him. I thought I would never hear his voice again, and just let the words wash over me. While this was happening, a beautiful red glowing heart shaped object/energy seemed to come out of the center of my chest in the area of my heart chakra. It had bright ribbons of silver-rainbow light running through it. None of it surprised me, I was in the moment with it.
Then it was gone. But I felt so good, as if I had been touched by comfort. Before that happened, funny things had been happening to me, not scary, but more like helpful. If I was walking towards my computer, and my yoga CD would turn on by themselves, things like that.
Has anyone else had an experience a similar experience, or have any thoughts on what something like this means? What kind of connection would enable things like that to happen? I should mention that Dave was not into metaphysics in the slightest way while he was alive.
Thanks for any help you can give me.
I began to do Kundalini meditation about 2 years ago, though for some reason I feel stuck and haven't done it for awhile.
About a year ago I found out that David had been dead for since 2006. Last May I was lying in bed, just sort of half awake, when I noticed someone was speaking to me. I was alone in the room. Then I recognized David's voice in my right ear, I don't know how long this lasted, nor can I remember for the life of me what he said, but there is no doubt in my mind that it was him. I thought I would never hear his voice again, and just let the words wash over me. While this was happening, a beautiful red glowing heart shaped object/energy seemed to come out of the center of my chest in the area of my heart chakra. It had bright ribbons of silver-rainbow light running through it. None of it surprised me, I was in the moment with it.
Then it was gone. But I felt so good, as if I had been touched by comfort. Before that happened, funny things had been happening to me, not scary, but more like helpful. If I was walking towards my computer, and my yoga CD would turn on by themselves, things like that.
Has anyone else had an experience a similar experience, or have any thoughts on what something like this means? What kind of connection would enable things like that to happen? I should mention that Dave was not into metaphysics in the slightest way while he was alive.
Thanks for any help you can give me.