Recent content by GalaxyDreamer90

Sorry its been a while since Ive been on here, but still kind of doubting my beliefs some. I want to believe but still feel sometimes this isnt all real and that Im just wanting it to be real.

Ive also been having hard times financially. My problem seemed to started with moving around and breaking up with my now ex boyfriend. My low self esteem probably doesnt help any. If I wasnt so sensitive to rejection due to my low self esteem I wouldn't be so afraid to apply to better paying job.

I guess I am just wanting praise. There is a part of me that wants so badly to be popular and upset that others find me awkward instead. I did some Journaling about this a few days ago and realized the real problem is boredom. Unfortunately I get bored rather easily. I tell my mom the most...

I know they say to be the change you wish to see in the world but Im such a nobody that no one notices.

Ive been feeling like Im meant to make some kind of change in this world but how can I when no one even pays attention to me.

Thanks Polaris but Im not entirely sure I believe in NDEs. For one my mom nearly died before I was even born as Ive mentioned on here before and she doesnt remember anything. Says it was like she blacked out. Also Ive heard the brain doesnt shut down all at once when we die which may be why some...

Yeah but what does that have to do with my situation. Anyway realizing im overthinking because Im constantly bored but seems the most exciting thing can be happening and Im still bored.

Maybe I am obsessing over this too much but doesnt help its so stuck in my head Im autistic

Maybe I am obsessing too much over this doesnt help that its so stuck in my head Im autistic since I was told as a kid I was autistic.

Here I thought my results meant I was on the high end of the spectrum.

Took the test and here are my results

I guess I shouldn't worry so much about others but they always think so low of me. Like I said they think Im autistic and now it is so stuck in my mind that I am. And doesn't help when my parents dont take my beliefs seriously. Whenever I predict stuff and it happens my parents will just say its...

I tried watching the video but find it hard to believe when others think Im autistic.

Sorry to bump but not entirely sure what to believe Still. Probably doesnt help that my best friend who is also wiccan has been rather busy and I learned the hard way that I cant talk to most other people about this kind of stuff. Im starting to worry I'll eventually be nothing. At least thats...

I feel the exact same way. Also lately been feeling like I have a lot of potential if I just put in the effort.