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Same. But in my case, I feel bare when I'm not holding a gun or rifle, although at one point I did get to touch a gun (I held it without my uncle knowing since it belonged to him) when I was seven years old. The feeling of holding it was familiar, and whenever I think of that moment when I...

I'm yearning to see my former homeland. I practically live several thousand miles away from it, literally a whole continent and an ocean away. Sometimes I feel really sad thinking about it, the place so far out of reach. I'm literally banished from my former home and there's never been a chance...

Several hours after I had a past life memory (technically a dream), the spot where I have my birthmark hurts. It was really painful. The pain stayed for five minutes and I was sweating. Good thing that only happened once. Now it only hurts like it was poked then its gone.

Good thing you get my point Eva. :)

So, this is just something I want to share. I guess I now understand the one question that has been in my head for months: Why did I reincarnate here in the Philippines? To learn the one thing I lost in my former life as a German soldier in the Third Reich: my humanity. But how? And what...

The guy was me. He was shot in the exact same place where I had my birthmarks, since I already did some research about birthmarks some time before I had the dream.

However, I read that past life memories are always in first person, and I had mine in third person. I just want to ask a question on that part because it really confuses me. Anyway this is the picture.

So, on a certain day where I was already starting to think that I may be a reincarnated DN (Dead Nazi), I suddenly had a dream with this soldier from the Heer. I saw his face but then he was shot on the side, the bullet going through his left arm and got into his side. The next day I realized...

I had a dream as a soldier in the Heer. I was there with a bunch of other soldiers, then things went out of hand. I eventually got shot by a sniper, which explains why my birthmarks are aligned straight and why I hate being poked on the sides or being pointed with something that throws things...

Actually, I question it a lot ever since. We would wonder why humanity has to be like that, over and over again.

Same.

Well, deep down I feel like there will be something not so great to happen in the world on the 2020's. I just feel like something is going to happen that will feel like history repeating itself. That's what I fear. But I wish I'm wrong. As I watch what happens in the geopolitical stage, I wish...

Right now, I'm already sort of recovering from my break down yesterday. Those last words you said are the same words my Philosophy professor told me when I decided to confess that secret to her. I'm already moving on as of now, but still quite pained. It's just the beginning of letting go of...

Finally faced the hard part

Well, I talked to her. It kinda felt weird at first but then she gave me some advice. My friends were trying to comfort after that, because I was at the verge of breaking down. "Live in the present and learn from the past. If you dwell on the past, it will just hurt you every time you think...

It's not easy to deal with a past life involved in war. I was part of the Nazi war machine, and it's not easy to accept that fact, I certainly have killed innocent people, and I'm not comfortable with that either. How do you guys deal with that burden, especially if you fought for the most evil...

Until now, I still feel bad being a soldier for Hitler's Germany. It's a big emotional baggage for me to deal with until now. The mere fact that I had taken an oath of absolute loyalty to Hitler was something that I feel to be the most terrible words I had to say in my former life. Not having...

I had a dream as a German soldier retreating in a forest with several other soldiers as we were getting a shower of shots from the enemies who turned out to be Russians. I got shot in my left arm, went through it and got into my side under my ribs. Just like you I loved anything that has...

I'm getting there

I was born in Germany, but died somewhere near Russia, I might have died somewhere in a forest on Ukraine.