My funeral
Memories of my funeral hit today really hard I can't
stop crying . It's sad to see yourself in a coffin
I was dressed in light colored dress.
Not many people attended my funeral
A couple friends . possibly my father.?
I had bad reputation so that is how it was.
Nobody...
I get frustrated some people in my life
That all my problems can explained by
Childhood trauma .
I did not have bad childhood it was not perfect.
I know where all my problems come from
The lack of trust, afraid of people at times
And cutting my feelings off.
How I distrust men alot. etc.
I will chime in here since started this topic.
How feel is my truth being woman for so many lives
The thrown into male body . You don't have some part of
previous lives in left in small or large part.
I observe my self and others my friend she walks and
acts like me. I am this way I...
Well, after a long debate with myself.
About how I think and how I stated on this message board
I think like a woman, due my many past lives
as a woman. I took two science related quizzes
About male female brains.
Both results the same Female Brain.cover face
In way I was sort of surprised, but...
Center Stage
The night is so right I hear the moons whispers
Come see, me be with me
As I sing on center stage as I captivate all of you
With my magnetic charm I dream of the lights
That all around me I dream of the night
What else can there be
Excite me find me at the beaches...
Because I feel it's a life unfinished.
And I don't like this period at all.
I cling onto the past most of my life I have.
The Walk Of The Soul a book, I partially read
fits how I see things. And most of my life.
Upsets me because I don't fit in .
I don't know to make of this ?
I had a dream about this past yesterday morning
From what I can remember ? I was sining somewhere?
I had hat with beads on it I think I was wearing pink dress?
Anyways I seen myself singing I was partially awake
in my bed ? I held my arm up
I was...
Choice? to be here again with at 4 past life memories
That at times really are painful?
I don't know.
My appearance is the same as my past life, I talk about
from 20's mannerisms pretty much everything except
Female then male now.
The X-file Episode, I mentioned?
Dealing with past lives during civil war.
I can't watch it . It brings some many bad memories
of that time to surface. I watched couple weeks
ago. I was a mess I could not stop crying.
Even now I want to cry.
Because , the person I talked about it?
My...
So I noticed this mark on my right hand
for awhile it's like have of crescent moon.
It's inside of my hand it'soff to the right near little finger
When started write a past life memory
something happened ? I think it was injury
from knife maybe self inflicted?
I don't know? years ago I...
I still I need to confront her with this.
I need to heal and so does she.
On sunday I cried so much because I watching
civil war tv episode. More memories came from this
life. I was trembling I felt cold rush come over me.
I know as child I did not deserve to hurt by somebody
who...
It's strange I am loosing alot of weight lately.
maybe it's past life related?
I do look alot younger. Some grey hairs
have been falling out? My hair is darker
and thicker?
Really sad at the moment.
It's just we were kinda of close. she could
told me . I would not stopped her.
Maybe some time apart? I just don't know.
Right now if I could talk to her I would really be mad
at her. If feels like I don't exist.
I have other friends to talk to about this...
Well I have not posted in while about this past life.
Just like in that life and this life she left me.
Today no word she had another job lined up no saying goodbye.
I am very angry and upset ay her
Never told about our past lives together.cover face.
But the good thing that did come...
Thank , but I must say this I feel
Need to help heal her by telling what happened
between us maybe she can let go of some things.
But, I feel there this may or may not be true
I seen alot times in my mind.
In that life I did not want any children at all.
I could live with a child or...
Thats nice for you to say SeaAndSky.
But, she was a Sociopath, and the people she hurt.
was for just the hell! of it.
And in this life I am possibly a borderline Sociopath?. I am good person.
Just alot of negative thoughts bit antisocial, and very
charismatic.
And my friend is a...
I won't too much into this but, it's been bothering
me for awhile . This life I have felt most of my life
just bits and pieces I seen horrible things
and impulses to go with it.
What really brought this into focus for me is meeting
someone on internet we are both psychic ,so a connection...
My perspective I give off a female energy
I think like a woman. I scared my friend she didn't know
who I was, some people and other boards assume
I am woman, I am not.
I been a women in so many life times.
my soul is of a female .
I relate closely to my life in 20's.
For most part...