codependency

Posting here feels genuinely nerve-racking, I'm currently attempting to NOT feel absolutely nauseated to be actually talking about this by blasting cheerful synth pop lmao. Anyway, I still feel the need to be doing this because I just feel so odd keeping something so emotional a complete secret...

Could addiction be somehow linked to past lives? Though I do not identify as an addict, I have always been surrounded by addiction in those closest to me. I lost my best friend and soul sister from childhood to heroin and meth addiction and the majority of my ex partners have struggled with...