lonewolf said:
Anyone else have the feeling in 2009 . . . I've been through this before, I can do it again? And now isn't nearly as hard as it was then?
Lonewolf: First thanks for the link to the song. Very nice. As to your question, it made me think and remember several things. In this life, I graduated from High School in 1980. Anyone who remembers that time can tell you that it was a period of troubling economic news (not as bad as the current news, but pretty bad.) At that time, I had a definite connection with the 1929 crash and in 1980, I wrote a short story called the "Class of 1929." The short story, which I remember as not being very good from a literary point of view, was about a person, who had lived in a time of plenty, the 20s, and just as he was becoming an adult, everything crashed. The Character then was reborn only to repeat the cycle, living through the 70s and seeing things turn down again.
I had not thought about this episode until I read your post. When I was a teen in 1980, to me reincarnation was just something I thought of as part of science fiction. Now that I am older I wonder if there was a deeper past live memory present in this. In my current meditations, I am coming to understand that I live during the 10s, 20s and 30s in Argentina. The visions I get from the earlier period all imply a fairly comfortable middle class life style. I seem to have an adverse reaction when I look forward into the 30s, but the images I do get of my later years, imply a serious downturn in my economic situation. What I know about Argentine history of that period is that the Depression had serious consequences in this country. Argentina went from being one of the wealthiest nations on Earth with a stable well functioning (if imperfect) democracy to being a place of extreme economic and political upheaval from which it took 50 years to recover (some would say it still hasn't recovered).
Thus while there is a part of me that says, yes I have been through this before, there is also a part of me that is less willing to say, "I survived it then, I can do it again."
Indeed, while my soul clearly survived it, I am not sure my prior life did. While I remain unclear about this, my regressions suggest that I was born around 1900 or so and was dead by the early 1940s. I am not saying the Depression was the cause of that death, I am just saying that I for whatever reason, I do not think I made it through.