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A Recent Past Life Regression

kmatjhwy

Senior Member
Thought would share with everyone the results of a recent Past Life Regression that I had last week. Now have wanted to have a regression for sometime and was finally able to have one. It had came to pass that there was various questions that had come up from my own meditations and various past life readings I had thru the years. It was really interesting that what came to me in the regression is the same as that which has come to myself in my own private meditations and quiet times thru the years. Hope you do enjoy.

Now before I share about the regression, want to share again a Deja Vu experience I personally had some years ago on the Northern Cheyenne Reservation around Lame Deer, Montana. This happened around the year of 1999 or 2000 when I visited briefly the reservation. And that visit has been the only time in this present life that have visited this reservation. First thing is that when I arrived on the reservation, I had a very deep sense come over me of feeling that I was right back 'Home' again. And this deep sense and feeling of being back 'Home' stayed with me the whole time when I was on the reservation and did not lift till I had left the reservation. Later on while I visited the reservation, I visited the local cemetery there in Lame Deer, Montana. When I was here at the cemetery, I immediately and completely broke down and cried, and cried, and cried. I personally have no relatives or family members from this life buried here. While I was crying I found myself standing at the foot of a young cheyenne girl who died in her youth in 1955. I personally was born in this life in late 1956.

Now on to the regression, first there was a jumble of images that came to me. As the regression continued, these images seperated themselves into 3 distinct lives. The first life was the one immediately preceding this one of where I was indeed a young cheyenne girl in the 1900s. Could see myself with long black hair and living my life with my friends and family. Could also see the early community of Lame Deer, Montana with being a collection of log cabins and ramshackle buildings. Also saw the death of myself in that life of where I was struck down in my youth by a severe lung sickness - tuberculosis. There was then at the time of my death, a very deep sense of sadness that came over me also.

Now I thought that this was interesting as being struck down by tuberculosis. Later after the regression remembered an incident in my present life that I had forgotten. My mother had taken me to the doctor where I had some TB test. And the test came back positive. This totally surprised the doctor but then he stated, 'You don't have TB' and rejected the test. It is true how in this present life I have never had TB. Also in my youth, I personally could not hardly handle much cigerette smoke or dust at all. My father smoked but had to smoke outside the house on account of how much the cigerette smoke would irritate me and my lungs. Thought it is interesting the connection of the two.

There was a gap in time between this life and the next life that was shown.

Now then the second life that came up is similar to one that has come to me in various self regressions and deja vus at times. It was also of myself being a young cheyenne woman but living in the mid 1800s with my people and a life on the plains. Could see the tipi village and my people. I had a warrior husband with two young kids that I soooo loved. I also so loved living in the old ways with my people and was content. But one day the blue coats attacked the village which brought about my death in that life. Could see all the panic in the village with the people running around and all for their safety and all. I felt that the attack by the blue coats on the village was unexpected at the time. I went to get my children and run for our safety but was brought down by the blue coats. Do deeply believe that this event was the Sand Creek Massacre which happened in eastern Colorado on Nov. 29th, 1864. And interestingly for whatever it might be worth if any connection, was born in Colorado in this life.

Then the third life that came to me in the regression was a life as a fur trapper during the Rocky Mountain Fur Trade. I had posted a thread on this a few weeks previously before the regression but not with much detail. In this life could see when young going to fight during the War of 1812. But the war with all the killing and the carnage disgusted myself, so afterwards turned my back on society and went west into the wilds and became a fur trapper and wandering about in the wilderness. I did not have much close romantic relationships it seemed but did have some various good friends with my fellow trappers. In the regression could see us all around the fire carousing and having a good time. There are several good friends I had in that life which is with me in this present life also it seems. Then the end of that life was oneday when I was setting my traps along some stream, some Indians attacked and was shot with arrows and that was it. Did get a sense that I was a sagitarius in that life which for myself is interesting for am a sagitarius in this present life also. How much do I see this fur trapper in myself in this present life it seems with all of my wilderness wanderings. Also one of the reasons of coming back as a cheyenne girl in the next life was because of the disgust of the war experinece that I had experienced in my youth for whatever it is worth. Also a friend pointed out afterwards is how interestingly in one life I was killed by the Indians as a whiteman and the next killed by the Whiteman as a Indian.

Now this is briefly what came to me and thought it really interesting. This was my first ever real regression but how many of the things that came to me are the same things that have seen in brief in my own personal meditations and quiet times with various deja vus.

Hope you have enjoyed and Wishing Everyone the Best!
 
Yes thanks for sharing. It does seem like kharma at work when you were both white and Cheyenne.


Also it is interesting that you were drawn in this life to the monument of your previous life.
 
Wow kmajhwy! Amazing you had that much come up in just one regression! Thanks for sharing, I enjoyed reading. I knew we had a lot in common with your thread about the fur trade era, but now I know even more.

kmatjhwy said:
But one day the blue coats attacked the village which brought about my death in that life. Could see all the panic in the village with the people running around and all for their safety and all. I felt that the attack by the blue coats on the village was unexpected at the time. I went to get my children and run for our safety but was brought down by the blue coats.
This exact same thing happened to me, though I did not have children of my own yet, I saw many killed before I was. Very sudden and unexpected - I do not know which massacre it was yet though...Did the 'blue coats' you saw come in as a Calvary unit with Winchester rifles? We were plains Indians with tepees, but I am not sure which tribe...Still trying to learn more.
 
Thanks everyone for your comments.


Micjer, yes interesting was how indeed I was drawn to my past self in the cemetery even thou in this present life I had not been there before. And now my friend did not use the word karma but used other words to describe such. It is interesting in that was both white and Indian with being killed by the other in the past lives. Now what he said in the email was thus for more clarification ...


" ... it is interesting that when you were an indian whites killed you and when you were a white indians killed you - kinda like when I was a roman I killed celts and when I was a celt I killed romans - I enjoyed both but God loves balance so I had to be born to both cultures ... "
 
Lady2, now very interesting! So maybe we both knew each other personally in these several past lives. Interesting that you also have had a life as a fur tradder/fur trapper and being a Indian in some massacre. But you do not know what massacre it was though? There was only so many massacres it seems. Also remember on that other thread, how you remarked that you love and own the movie Jeremiah Johnson. This movie is one of my most favorite movies also.


Now lady2, I am still trying to learn more myself on these past lives of mine. It seems I have only been given so much which do think is for a reason. Now for years and years, I personally have been drawn to the Cheyennes and the Sand Creek Massacre. So am not surprised on this. After the Sand Creek Massacre, there is also the massacre called Washita in which the Cheyennes were massacred by Custer and the Blue Coats in what is now Oklahoma. As for my death during this attack, only so much has come to me. I see the Blue Coats coming down on the village and yes with rifles but which kind do not know. Then all the panic and running in the village. I myself go to get my children and keep them safe and run then it all goes dark. I do not personally see the specifics of myself when I die in this lifetime. But the two times that have seen this life, in this regression and a seperate self regression/meditation, the results were the same which were the blue coats coming on the village, the panic, then it all goes dark. Have thought did my children in that life die alongside me or did they live. Also interestingly have seen that one of my Spirit Guides in this life is some older Indian dressed in the old plains style.


Personally am so much seeing that who we are now in this present life and who we were in our past lives are so intertwined and interconnected. Personally do think that yes possibly we did know each other in these other lives and now in this one. Wishing You the Best!
 
kmatjhwy,


No, I have no idea which massacre it was at this time...There were only so many you say? Well, maybe I could read about & research them to narrow it down with the different factors I remember...I'm going to look up the Sand Creek Massacre after I finish posting this, I'll see what I can find out.


Like you, I saw everything very clearly, could draw a picture of the whole layout, down to the order in which the cavalry entered and what color the horses were, to which weapons each side used...The landscape, vegetation, which direction the women & children were trying to exit to get away, the mens stratagy to hold them off, the weather, so many details...Then everything goes black.


It is interesting to note the connections between having lives as a white & as a native, almost back to back - for both of us. I guess that illustrates perfectly how we need to see things from both sides. I was native american, as well as white married to a native. - My mom (in my current life) was a native american in a PL as well, and she married a white man (who is my dad in my current life)...
 
Hi Lady, how wonderful that you can recollected it all. It seems you can recollect some of the smaller details of it all then I am able to recollect it seems. As for myself, there are certain things like the moment I died and my names that I seemingly block out it seems for some reason. Now for the plains tribes there were actually so many of the times when the cavalry descended on the village with the result being a massacre. Many of these did happen to be also in the fall to the winter. Like as for the Wounded Knee Massacre, it happened more in the winter in late December with snow being on the ground. Both the Sand Creek and the Washita Massacres by the cavalry upon the Cheyenne happened at about the same time at the later end of November. In my recollections, do see the golden brown grass of the plains of how it is in late fall and not snow covering the ground as how it was during the Wounded Knee Massacre. It seems with me, more I recollect then more questions pop up.


Yes this is what has come to my mind also is how we need to see things from both sides so to speak. This in having to see things from both sides speaks volumns to me. I get the impression personally that if I had been born a Native in this life then I would have had some bitterness and anger in my life. So the need to see things on this side again for the main path is love and forgiveness. Wonderful that you have the native connections with your mother in a past Life also. As for my current family there is love but not the Native connections it seems.


Wishing You the Best!
 
Yes, I agree with needing to see both sides, absolutely. I remember being about 5 years old (in this life) and hating the fact that my skin was white! :laugh: I have since got used to it, but all my self portraits when I was young I colored my skin very dark brown. Now, I also have had a past life as a African American (slave), so I don't know if that desire was Native American or not, but either way I find it interesting to think back on, as I had these memories much later.


Looking up the Sand Creek massacre - how terrible...It is hard to know if that was the one I remember or not, with the date of 1864...One factor that may narrow it down a bit was I do not remember us have ANY firearms of any kind. The men were armed with bows, clubs & spears only - needless to say we didn't stand a chance. What I should do is try to find out the approx. date after which the plains Indians obtained firearms. Considering that the Civil War started in 1861, I would think the massacre must have been earlier then the Sand Creek in 1864. But then I really don't know exactly when the plains Indians would have gotten the rifles from the whites. Do you know?
 
Lady2, I think I can answer your question about firearms......The first rifles in the hands of the plains tribes likely happened shortly after the first white guy took aim at the wrong indian and lost....lol. Also, there were traders that would trade for them if you knew the right one. Some tribes scored better though depending on how much they helped the whites rather then how much they fought them. There were tribes that were known to assist with scouts, etc. and they had an easier time aquiring goods. So, there really isn't a year that suddenly indians had firearms, it just got more common in the later 19th century because of the Indians Wars.....when the Civil War was over the gov turned its attention and its soldiers to the plains territories.


I remember using bows and arrows to the end though usually I did own a gun of some type, bows and arrows could always be made with what was available whereas bullets and gunpowder couldn't be.
 
Lady2, Hi Again! Now I understand about this with you disliking yourself being white skinned when you were young. Now I do not remember a life when I was a African American slave. But maybe at sometime possibly among some african indegenous tribe like the bushmen or something. I am more blond in this life and I have always loved long black hair it seems. Also was somewhat racially bodily disphormic when it came to the Native American and being white myself. So do understand. But I am what I am and Life is great!


Now as to firearms, Wednesday had a good answer. They probably started to have the first rifles as soon as they could obtain them from the first trappers and traders. And when they first obtained rifles varied from tibe to tribe and when they were able to connect to the different white traders. Now I do know that the Blackfeet Indians up in Canada, obtained their first rifles from the Hudson Bay Company up in Canada. And they obtained these rifles as early as the beginning of the 1800s or even in the late/end of the 1700s. Also as for arrow points, as soon as the different tribes it seems could get the whiteman's steel, they would use these for arrow points instead if making and using stone arrow points it seems also. Have heard that by some archaeologists and what they found at the site of the Little Bighorn where Custer was killed, that by this time the Indians then had just as good of rifles as Custer and his 7th calvary had it seems. Now by some archaeology digs at the site of the Sand Creek Massacre, it is interesting in how many whitemen's goods were found at the site of the Indian encampment site. There was a whole network of trade all over the West and North America by both the white trader/trappers and the various Indian tribes.


Onetime I had a glimpse and recollection into an another past life as a Native American in some eastern tribe it seems with possibly the Delaware at the time of the first coming of the whitemen into that area. The Delaware tribe was first in that are which is today Pennsylvania. In the recollection, am an older man and the storyteller in the village with having my family around which am proud of. Also could see the eastern decidious forest around the village with the eastern style of wood bark huts. In this past life recollection I saw, could see that in the village we already had Iron Pots for saw them in the recollection over the fire. Indeed iron pots also was one of the first items that was traded to the various tribes.
 
Yes, trading was very common, and varied by tribe & location - that is why it is harder to narrow down the time frame. What I remember probably happened sometime after 1850, because of the use of Henry/Winchester repeating rifles though.


Have always found history fascinating, there is quite a bit of Native American history right where I live in Northern IL. Some arrow/spear points have been found in a field less then half a mile from our house! I believe they were from a very early period.
 
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