I'm not sure on 100% about all I will writte dowh here about my past. Nevertheless, I want to tell you about some aspect of my past life , which bothers me a lot.
Its about a girl, which fell in love with me in the past life, her name was Valery (my - Erich). It was time of WW2 or little before and I volunteered to one branch of German armed force which, lets say, was condemned as a criminal organisation after the war. She was against that - she told me if I get killed, she commites suicide. Because of that words of her, I been kiled in action and she commited suicide - by laying under the train ...
It looks like we were responsible for death of each other.
Little more then tree years ago when I meet one girl, I felt something like a heat or electrich charge inside of my chest and the legs get numb. I tried to date her, but she didn't want it - maybe, cuz I told her that I like her much. But I noticed two thing:
for first, her eyes weren't such as they should be - there wasn't no some specificall deep in them;
for second, they should be blue, not sky blue.
As I understood, she doesen't like her self much - she having tree piercings, paints her hair black. Also, she feels wery depresed somewhere deep inside.
So, I'm thinking - is she the same girl from my past incarnation or some one else, for some reason incarnated in Valery's body ? If she's not a Valery, then, where is she ? Is she suffering for what she did ? Shall we meet again in next incarnation or even this life ?
This questions make me mad.
P.S. sorry for mistakes in my word spelling and grammar mistakes if there are some.
Its about a girl, which fell in love with me in the past life, her name was Valery (my - Erich). It was time of WW2 or little before and I volunteered to one branch of German armed force which, lets say, was condemned as a criminal organisation after the war. She was against that - she told me if I get killed, she commites suicide. Because of that words of her, I been kiled in action and she commited suicide - by laying under the train ...
It looks like we were responsible for death of each other.
Little more then tree years ago when I meet one girl, I felt something like a heat or electrich charge inside of my chest and the legs get numb. I tried to date her, but she didn't want it - maybe, cuz I told her that I like her much. But I noticed two thing:
for first, her eyes weren't such as they should be - there wasn't no some specificall deep in them;
for second, they should be blue, not sky blue.
As I understood, she doesen't like her self much - she having tree piercings, paints her hair black. Also, she feels wery depresed somewhere deep inside.
So, I'm thinking - is she the same girl from my past incarnation or some one else, for some reason incarnated in Valery's body ? If she's not a Valery, then, where is she ? Is she suffering for what she did ? Shall we meet again in next incarnation or even this life ?
This questions make me mad.
P.S. sorry for mistakes in my word spelling and grammar mistakes if there are some.
