Sorry this is so long!
Hey, so my parents always thought I lived in a past life mainly because I when I would talk I would use old Brittish words(I was only 2 and would have never picked those words up from anyone) and I also had an imaginary friend. Her name was Sarah and she always dressed in clothes from the early 20th century. I would freak them out because I would talk to her, like I was having a real conversation, using old British words. Eventually she left when I started kindergarten. When I was about 12 they brought it up at dinner and they admitted to being convinced I was talking to an old friend from the past, they where really connived because in 2nd grade I was OBSESSED with the American colonies and even dressed up as a pilgrim for Halloween. When I heard this I started to research reincarnation and did my very first regression and I could only feel this heavy sad energy and just cried through the whole thing unable to see anything expect this side profile of a girl who I recognized as Sarah. We were in a group and I knew we were in the UK waiting for something but I didn't know what.
Fast forward about a year I decided to try the regression again. This time I was riding down a street in about the late 1700s and people were starring at me and pushed to try to see me. After that memory i moved to me meeting this guy in a field by a big cottage and just being so overjoyed to see him. Then I move to a little baby boy in a cute little white swaddle dress thing in a crib and me and the guy were overlooking the baby and I felt this sense of happiness but sadness. I then moved to an image of these people who put a dagger at my throat and threatened to do something but I'm not quite sure what. Later I was in this elaborate palace and I immediately knew I was a princess, in the room I was with who i knew to be my father and I was in tears and he was telling me something but I really couldn't hear what.
After that happened I searched the internet for princess in the 1700s. I found a picture of a girl who I recognized immediately, she was Princess Sophia of the United Kingdom, daughter of King George the 3rd and Queen Charolette. I read what her life was and it lined up perfectly with my memories. She had an illegitimate son and loved this guy who she couldn't marry and was very rebellious. I wanted more of her memories because I knew she defiantly had more than what the internet was saying, because I knew she lived a secret life.
I tried one more time and saw her mother, the queen, verbally abusing the 3 youngest daughters, princess Mary, Ameila and me, before going to a party of some sort, I remember telling her off, and I received a beating from her. In that moment I knew that I was defiantly her, and then a memory of her and her father flashed and they were dancing at a ball when she was very young, and I just felt so incredibly happy, despite knowing who he was and what he did. From these two memories I realized that she hated the royal life and was very eager to make her mother mad and because of that she wanted to live in the colonies.
This stayed and resonated with me for a few years until I learned that my ex boyfriend who I still loved was my twin flame. we separated because I felt too young to handle this and we separated with intention to get back together again. Well I finally felt ready so I started to turn to tarot reading to see how the relationship is from a spiritual level. This one read I read said you guys are very close but one thing from one of your past lives is still there that you really should deal with. I thought that couldn't be true because I worked through all my issues from Sophia's life. And it just so happens that I decide to watch Titanic for the first time that night. And through the whole movie I was BAWLING so hard, I thought I was crazy. And on top of that Jack and Rose's relationship just reminded me of me and my twins relationship. It just felt so filmier like I was watching a movie of my own life. But me and him never went on a boat or sunck around like that so it was werid. I had to skip through most of the scenes when the boat was sinking too, and Im a pretty nonemotional and tough person so I thought that was even weirder. And the parts that I did watch while the boat was sinking I felt this uneasy feeling like i was living a bad dream and wanted to wake up even though I was only watching a movie. That night I couldn't fall asleep, the movie hit me so hard. It seemed like the scenes were imprinted in my mind and they just kept replaying bring along with them that same bad dream feeling with them. I finally fell asleep at around 2 o'clock that night which is really weird for me, also its around the time the Titanic stared to sink. The next couple of days I could shake those feelings and images so I started to think If this was another past life and that the past life trauma that the tarot reader said I should deal with. I finally did an other regression with the specific intention of seeing my most recent past life.
I was taken to a cute little farm somewhere on the coast of England in the early 20th century. I knew my name was Emily and I didn't have the most money. Next thing I knew I was on a cold deck seeing baggage being thrown off the boat and even people jumping off and I could hear desperate cries of people and just pure chaos. I immediately began crying like I did when I watched the movie and when I did my first regression. Then I think my mind shielded me and I couldn't see anything anymore and all I could feel was just cold, very cold. The regression finished and I decided to do another one for more closure. In this one it was just the memories on the ship, I was in a 3rd class room trying to sleep and the boat kept swaying and I started to get sea sick and I sat up, and then I felt a the ship hit the iceberg this time I couldn't hear anything, probably for my own good. I grabbed a thick overcoat that went down to my knees and slipped on these very thin type of shoes I had and I opened the door. A bunch of people were out in the hall panicking and then I move to another memory and Im at the deck and people are freaking out, there is a life boat that is filling up with women and children but I won't go because there is this guy that I meet who I fell in love with and I wouldn't leave. He kept trying to push me onto the boat so I would be safe but I wouldn't go and finally he pushed me on and the boat and it started to lower so I couldn't get out and I almost fell out the boat and I had to watch him stay on the deck and thats when I recognized him as my twin flamed ex boyfriend. I couldn't watch him or the ship anymore so I took my overcoat and covered my face and tried to compose myself, then I helped calm everyone else in the boat by singing.
The crazy thing is that I have been told I have a very soothing and beautifully opera like voice by many adults. I'm also very scared of heights, I HATE water especially the ocean and ever sense I could remember, to calm myself down I cover my head in a blanket. After processing this, I looked up titanic survivors and found a girl named Emily Badman, a 18year old, 3rd class passenger from England looking to find a new life in the US. And even crazier she meet a girl named Sarah Roth on the voyage who also survived the sinking, and they went on to become very good friends. And the most craziest thing is she meet an Englishman named Edward Thomas Lockyer, and they fell in love and he died in the sinking. Both stories just continue to shock me to this day because of thier crazy parallels. Sorry this was very long, I just felt like I needed to share this.
Hey, so my parents always thought I lived in a past life mainly because I when I would talk I would use old Brittish words(I was only 2 and would have never picked those words up from anyone) and I also had an imaginary friend. Her name was Sarah and she always dressed in clothes from the early 20th century. I would freak them out because I would talk to her, like I was having a real conversation, using old British words. Eventually she left when I started kindergarten. When I was about 12 they brought it up at dinner and they admitted to being convinced I was talking to an old friend from the past, they where really connived because in 2nd grade I was OBSESSED with the American colonies and even dressed up as a pilgrim for Halloween. When I heard this I started to research reincarnation and did my very first regression and I could only feel this heavy sad energy and just cried through the whole thing unable to see anything expect this side profile of a girl who I recognized as Sarah. We were in a group and I knew we were in the UK waiting for something but I didn't know what.
Fast forward about a year I decided to try the regression again. This time I was riding down a street in about the late 1700s and people were starring at me and pushed to try to see me. After that memory i moved to me meeting this guy in a field by a big cottage and just being so overjoyed to see him. Then I move to a little baby boy in a cute little white swaddle dress thing in a crib and me and the guy were overlooking the baby and I felt this sense of happiness but sadness. I then moved to an image of these people who put a dagger at my throat and threatened to do something but I'm not quite sure what. Later I was in this elaborate palace and I immediately knew I was a princess, in the room I was with who i knew to be my father and I was in tears and he was telling me something but I really couldn't hear what.
After that happened I searched the internet for princess in the 1700s. I found a picture of a girl who I recognized immediately, she was Princess Sophia of the United Kingdom, daughter of King George the 3rd and Queen Charolette. I read what her life was and it lined up perfectly with my memories. She had an illegitimate son and loved this guy who she couldn't marry and was very rebellious. I wanted more of her memories because I knew she defiantly had more than what the internet was saying, because I knew she lived a secret life.
I tried one more time and saw her mother, the queen, verbally abusing the 3 youngest daughters, princess Mary, Ameila and me, before going to a party of some sort, I remember telling her off, and I received a beating from her. In that moment I knew that I was defiantly her, and then a memory of her and her father flashed and they were dancing at a ball when she was very young, and I just felt so incredibly happy, despite knowing who he was and what he did. From these two memories I realized that she hated the royal life and was very eager to make her mother mad and because of that she wanted to live in the colonies.
This stayed and resonated with me for a few years until I learned that my ex boyfriend who I still loved was my twin flame. we separated because I felt too young to handle this and we separated with intention to get back together again. Well I finally felt ready so I started to turn to tarot reading to see how the relationship is from a spiritual level. This one read I read said you guys are very close but one thing from one of your past lives is still there that you really should deal with. I thought that couldn't be true because I worked through all my issues from Sophia's life. And it just so happens that I decide to watch Titanic for the first time that night. And through the whole movie I was BAWLING so hard, I thought I was crazy. And on top of that Jack and Rose's relationship just reminded me of me and my twins relationship. It just felt so filmier like I was watching a movie of my own life. But me and him never went on a boat or sunck around like that so it was werid. I had to skip through most of the scenes when the boat was sinking too, and Im a pretty nonemotional and tough person so I thought that was even weirder. And the parts that I did watch while the boat was sinking I felt this uneasy feeling like i was living a bad dream and wanted to wake up even though I was only watching a movie. That night I couldn't fall asleep, the movie hit me so hard. It seemed like the scenes were imprinted in my mind and they just kept replaying bring along with them that same bad dream feeling with them. I finally fell asleep at around 2 o'clock that night which is really weird for me, also its around the time the Titanic stared to sink. The next couple of days I could shake those feelings and images so I started to think If this was another past life and that the past life trauma that the tarot reader said I should deal with. I finally did an other regression with the specific intention of seeing my most recent past life.
I was taken to a cute little farm somewhere on the coast of England in the early 20th century. I knew my name was Emily and I didn't have the most money. Next thing I knew I was on a cold deck seeing baggage being thrown off the boat and even people jumping off and I could hear desperate cries of people and just pure chaos. I immediately began crying like I did when I watched the movie and when I did my first regression. Then I think my mind shielded me and I couldn't see anything anymore and all I could feel was just cold, very cold. The regression finished and I decided to do another one for more closure. In this one it was just the memories on the ship, I was in a 3rd class room trying to sleep and the boat kept swaying and I started to get sea sick and I sat up, and then I felt a the ship hit the iceberg this time I couldn't hear anything, probably for my own good. I grabbed a thick overcoat that went down to my knees and slipped on these very thin type of shoes I had and I opened the door. A bunch of people were out in the hall panicking and then I move to another memory and Im at the deck and people are freaking out, there is a life boat that is filling up with women and children but I won't go because there is this guy that I meet who I fell in love with and I wouldn't leave. He kept trying to push me onto the boat so I would be safe but I wouldn't go and finally he pushed me on and the boat and it started to lower so I couldn't get out and I almost fell out the boat and I had to watch him stay on the deck and thats when I recognized him as my twin flamed ex boyfriend. I couldn't watch him or the ship anymore so I took my overcoat and covered my face and tried to compose myself, then I helped calm everyone else in the boat by singing.
The crazy thing is that I have been told I have a very soothing and beautifully opera like voice by many adults. I'm also very scared of heights, I HATE water especially the ocean and ever sense I could remember, to calm myself down I cover my head in a blanket. After processing this, I looked up titanic survivors and found a girl named Emily Badman, a 18year old, 3rd class passenger from England looking to find a new life in the US. And even crazier she meet a girl named Sarah Roth on the voyage who also survived the sinking, and they went on to become very good friends. And the most craziest thing is she meet an Englishman named Edward Thomas Lockyer, and they fell in love and he died in the sinking. Both stories just continue to shock me to this day because of thier crazy parallels. Sorry this was very long, I just felt like I needed to share this.
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