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Anyone remember their PL death? Which was the worst?

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I can remember almost all of my PL deaths and was curious if it was common. I've died in my sleep, smothered, hung, had a heart attack, been trampled by a horse drawn carriage but, by far the worst was burning to death.
 
I only remember my death by suicide in the midst of war. It was pretty awful. The desperation was one of the worst things I can imagine; that it actually gets to a point where you can no longer go on living anymore.
 
My feeling would tend to be that people would be most likely to "block out" memories of their death. As in, traumatic experiences are often blocked out by the memory - we know this from the way people sometimes block out traumatic experiences that have happened in this life even.


But then....I'm a huge "blocker-outer" regardless myself and my memory is pretty non-existent through till adulthood and not a lot better since.LOL
 
I do remember my past life death... "suicide..." but amazingly... or not... i do remember... that i was still there... and saw the after moments....
 
Now that raises another question in my mind - after that comment about being there immediately after commiting suicide.


Now, in a different context, I have read that people tend to get the "Heaven" they expect immediately after death. That is, that people with more fundamentalist Christian beliefs of the type that think there will only be members of their own church there and they will be "communing with angels" etc find that they get exactly that scenario to start with.


Presumably, from that, they then go on after a while to the "real" Heaven iyswim and not stay in their own little enclave of "what they expected" type Heaven.


Which raises the question as to whether suicides get "what they expect" immediately after death or "what there REALLY is on The Other Side".


Hmmm...philosophical debate for the day possibly....


So...did you get what you expected immediately after death or what there Really Is on the Other Side or some alternate scenario I haven't envisaged?


Personally, I'd expect to go straight through into the Other Side as it really is iyswim. You know "Don't stop. DO pass Go", rather than some sort of "punishment scenario" I had falsely conjured up in my own mind personally iyswim.


Do you know what happened after you "left the scene" of that suicide and moved on?


(I'm finding it difficult to find the words to explain what I am getting at, but I hope you know what I mean...).
 
I always seem to get killed my political means, the goriest death I experienced so far is that I was a Chinese nobleman named either Xiang or Xichung either located in Shanghai in a location with tall but skinny hills, I saw invaders from my balcony in mass numbers so I went to fight with my men. Unfortunately I was eventually closed in and was manually pierced in all sides of my gut with sharp spear like weapons.
 
I'm not sure it was the "worst" ... but I can clearly see my present life resistance to suicide as a result of a past life where I committed seppuku as a samurai.


I saw all sorts of reasons to live, in retrospect, and that I didn't have to do it. I could have continued on and made a good life for myself ... and who knows how far I could have grown? The beliefs I had at the time tricked me out of seeing my options. In this life I learned to ask: "What options am I not seeing? What opportunities am I missing? What lies am I believing?"
 
Well, it is a draw. In my life as a British seaman (roughly around the time of the Bounty, though my memories are of another ship), I fell from what I think was the topgallant yardarm (about 65-70 feet). I only remember incredible pain when I hit the deck and that was it.


In my next life I was on a ship during the Civil War and I drowned when it sank. I was trapped so could not get out.
 
Ceridwen said:
Now that raises another question in my mind - after that comment about being there immediately after commiting suicide.
Now, in a different context, I have read that people tend to get the "Heaven" they expect immediately after death. That is, that people with more fundamentalist Christian beliefs of the type that think there will only be members of their own church there and they will be "communing with angels" etc find that they get exactly that scenario to start with.


Presumably, from that, they then go on after a while to the "real" Heaven iyswim and not stay in their own little enclave of "what they expected" type Heaven.


Which raises the question as to whether suicides get "what they expect" immediately after death or "what there REALLY is on The Other Side".


Hmmm...philosophical debate for the day possibly....


So...did you get what you expected immediately after death or what there Really Is on the Other Side or some alternate scenario I haven't envisaged?


Personally, I'd expect to go straight through into the Other Side as it really is iyswim. You know "Don't stop. DO pass Go", rather than some sort of "punishment scenario" I had falsely conjured up in my own mind personally iyswim.


Do you know what happened after you "left the scene" of that suicide and moved on?


(I'm finding it difficult to find the words to explain what I am getting at, but I hope you know what I mean...).
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Well, i´m not quite shure that i imediately realised that i was dead... but it was impossible not be... having a collision at +/-500mph, but i was aware, but zero feelings, just neutral, while the remains of the plane were spinning towards the ground... as i said, no feelings, no pain, zero. but i saw everything... so i didn´t went anywere, and i don´t remember anything after that. but i do remember a very beautiful moment/vision just seconds before the decision. seemed that the time just stoped for a brief seconds, just to apreciate a very beautiful landscape view.
 
Now personally I don't remember many of my deaths in the various past lives that I do remember. So guess I can't answer this question. But as for myself, I do not have a fear of death but more a fear of being drastically crippled during life in some various way.


But as a side note, do think that with the technology in this modern day society where doctors can so prolong human life. I think actually maybe now in this modern day era with our deaths being soooo prolonged when one is dying might be one of the worst ways to go. For example, I remember my grandfather when he was dying and in the hospital. Here he had cancer and weas dying. There was all of these multiple tubes all over into his body and the doctors would not even give him a drink of water. And here he lingered for quite sometime in a hospital like this in his last dying days. Or my great grandmother, I remember when I was young here she was in a nursing home where she was paralized on half of her body because of some strokes and she could not even talk. She had been an independant woman all her life but how depilated she was at the end of her life. In this modern era when the doctors can so prolong one's life but where at the end we would be so depilated could be the worst. The best way is when the time comes, we are healthy to the end and we drop the body and go on to the other side. But this is do think such a rare thing in this modern day and era.


Wishing Everyone the Best!
 
Anyone remember their PL death? Which was the worst?


Hi,


In reference to those questions, I remember many of my past life deaths and the deaths that I remember were pretty bad and can't say which was the worst. I died in Pyroclastic flow, hung, one I was killed in battle with a samurai sword, I was decapitated twice, I also died in an epidemic, and I also fell when a ship split apart and drowned. So it really was difficult to say which was the worst.


From,


Wolfldy
 
Lights said:
Well, it is a draw. In my life as a British seaman (roughly around the time of the Bounty, though my memories are of another ship), I fell from what I think was the topgallant yardarm (about 65-70 feet). I only remember incredible pain when I hit the deck and that was it.
In my next life I was on a ship during the Civil War and I drowned when it sank. I was trapped so could not get out.
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Come to think of it, being done in by a pyroclastic flow is ghastly too.
 
kmatjhwy said:
In this modern era when the doctors can so prolong one's life but where at the end we would be so depilated could be the worst. The best way is when the time comes, we are healthy to the end and we drop the body and go on to the other side. But this is do think such a rare thing in this modern day and era.


Wishing Everyone the Best!
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I absolutely agree with this.


I have been told I will live to between 78 and 80, this time and the end will be sudden. I am happy with this and wouldn't cope very well with an old age if I couldn't be independant.
 
I think I've already lived significantly longer than a number of my pl's.


I have an image of being thrown down to rocks and sea from a height. I imagine it must have been a shipwreck. I now get really bad panic attacks if I have to drive over high bridges. My Gran and Aunt have the same fear and I feel they were with me. I know I really need to meditate on this but don't think it's going to be pleasant.


I know I've drowned once, possibly twice from dreams. Once in a prison cell that filled with water. I've had that dream afew times from an observer, then I got it as the woman in the cell. The feeling of terror of realising what was going to happen was bad. I don't know anymore about that life.


Another dream I was a man thrown into the river thames with weights attached to me. I don't know whether this was a random dream or pl but it held alot of emotion.
 
More recently, killed by a bull in one, severly beaten then shot last time.


The bull was quick and I don't think left any pl trauma. The last death I've suffered loads from this life.


I am so ready for a nice simple end in old age:D
 
Snowball said:
I can remember almost all of my PL deaths and was curious if it was common..
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Of course not common to recall all lives. Most want to block or forget. Most vivid death was as a deer, and caught in the tiger headlights (mouth), quick and out in the jaws (of death literally), Of course being crucified feet first is a winner. But the tiger dream came to me while in Hawaii and I saw after I left the body very quickly, no pain, I was first with a friend speaking to me, and then flying (literally in the sky) over the Statue of Liberty. So it was time to leave and go back to NY where I was born among family (my mother was in last year of her life.


I learned death has no sting, and soul survives. The reason we dream or have visions is more important than the vision. Perhaps a series of harsh death scenes is a wakeup call as you said, to go peacefully into thy night. My mother dreamed she died and went to a white city which she said was Paris, but I think it was a mockup of a more heavenly city. She did not agree. Hence the attitude of most people, and sad to say, the common ignorance of most, but especially in family members. I have seen other family members and friends in the dream and visions, and know they are "not far" from 'here'. But do they. They find out when they 'crossover', but often, not before. Looking back ('down') from there is a lot easier than looking 'Up'.
 
Now like Starrynight and Argonne, I also seem to be getting older then I have been in some of my past lives as of recently. Am now in my upper 50's and still seem to be soooo much on the healthy side with my wilderness wanderings. And in a regression, saw myself living with this life not being seemingly cut short as of so many other lives as of recently.


In how many of my other past lives was my life cut short it seems. In a recent Cheyenne past life, by what came to me in a regression, I died young by tuberculosis. When I was a Cheyenne Woman in the 1800's, killed by the white soldiers. Then as a Fur Trapper, by the Indians. Possibly was killed by the British during the Revolutionary War. A Psychic onetime said when I was a Bushman in Africa that I was killed by a lion. Now do not know how I was put to death when I was a christian who was put to death for my faith during the days of the Roman Empire. But most likely it was not pleasent at all. I seem to block out of my mind the images of my deaths in previous lives. But when I was a Sheepeater - Mountain Shoshone woman living in the Greater Yellowstone region precontact days, in that life I did indeed live to an old age by what came to me onetime in some meditations.


But still do think that quite possibly some of the worst ways to die will be in this modern day era because of our technology when one's life will be sooooo prolonged at the end. How many people's last days in today's world will be in some hospital where their life will slowly come to an end. Maybe at the end if able, maybe take that final walk into the woods and then onto the other side.


Wishing Everyone the Best!
 
The most awful death that I remember was being tortured on some kind of primitive wooden machine that I was tied onto, and while standing up, they would pull somewhere on that instrument, so that first my limbs where stretched to the outmost, and then my back was forced to bend so much backward that it would break at several places. While in the meantime I was whipped all over my body.


I don't know the exact timeframe, but I was on a ship with an explorer, I was a spy and was caught when I had stolen some documents or maps. We arrived in a foreign land, and there I was punished, till I died.
 
Eevee said:
The most awful death that I remember was being tortured on some kind of primitive wooden machine that I was tied onto, and while standing up, they would pull somewhere on that instrument, so that first my limbs where stretched to the outmost, and then my back was forced to bend so much backward that it would break at several places. While in the meantime I was whipped all over my body.
I don't know the exact timeframe, but I was on a ship with an explorer, I was a spy and was caught when I had stolen some documents or maps. We arrived in a foreign land, and there I was punished, till I died.
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Do you think it could have been the rack? Sounds very bad.


Apart from that the life sounds interesting. A shame it was cut short
 
It was something like the rack, but not quite. It was not only stretching of the body, but bending it backwards also, which was the most hurtful part.


Unfortunately, I don't have many memories of that life, only of a few days on that ship, where I was first sort of helping the explorer with his documents and maps, and copying them for him, etc. I remember they were kept in leather tubes. And then, at a time when no one was near, I opened one of the tubes, took the documents out, and hid them on my body. The theft was discovered, the documents were discovered on me, and I was held captive till we came ashore, where not long afterwards I was punished. It was outside, on the outskirts of a small village I think.
 
Starrynight, I know what you mean with the bull. In the 1800's I was 11 and I was trampled by horses, and I don't remember any pain.
 
I don't really have any memory of my past lives deaths.


But there's a couple of things Ive always felt. And one is that I never got very old in my recent past lives, not past 35 at least.


And the other is a suspicion I have that I was trapped inside a building during an eartquake, this is something Ive dreamed a lot.
 
And one is that I never got very old in my recent past lives
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Hi Seline,


That is interesting. Maybe it is a decision you made on Soul level, not to have too many different issues to work on during one lifetime, but concentrate each time on one/a few? I hope this time you will stay around much longer!
 
Eevee said:
Hi Seline,
That is interesting. Maybe it is a decision you made on Soul level, not to have too many different issues to work on during one lifetime, but concentrate each time on one/a few? I hope this time you will stay around much longer!
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Eevee, thanks for your thoughts!


It could be like you said, Ive always felt like I didn't die of age the recent lives (the feeling goes like 2-3 lives back), more because of violence and possible suicide, and that the lives weren't easy. Not sure how the earhtquake fits in though.


Now I'm 31 and Im having a rarther calm life, so I do hope I stay around longer now :S
 
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