Obie
Senior Registered
Between the ages of 2 and 5 I knew how my certain facets of my life would turn out. I believe it might be due to the fact that my life chart was fresh in my mind and I could better remember what had been planned for this life.
I knew that as I got older I was to get glasses and that I was going to have weak eye sight through out my life. Everytime they would check our eyes in school (kindergarten and up) I always knew that one of those times they would say that I needed glasses. Finally in third grade when I was 8 I remember getting my eyes tested and being told that I was going to have to get glasses. I was actually surprised that it was 8 years before I was to get glasses, I had thought it would be sooner.
I had always known ever since I was a child that if I ever thought about God, religion, etc I might get too deep into it. Not by choice but by guilt. I dont enjoy religion or thinking of God (I like studying reincarnation a lot tho) I start to feel like a sinner and that I end up giving up 90% of the things I enjoy and I feel miserable and unable to enjoy any of the pleasures of life. Thats why I try to stay away from organized religion or even certain spiritual matters apart from reincarnation b/c I know those have the power to destroy my life. Thinking about God, the Light, etc does not bring any joy to my life. In fact its just the opposite. I also know that giving up material pleasures will destroy my life like it did in the past. However when I was btw the ages of 2 - 5 I knew that I had to stay away from religion b/c I sensed it will hurt me.
I also knew btw the ages of 2-5 that I will marry late in life. Something I just knew al my life since I was a kid. I had my first bf at the age of 25. I'm 31 and still not married.
I dont know why I was born with this ability to know about what was going to happen in my life. It was never positive things either.
I knew that as I got older I was to get glasses and that I was going to have weak eye sight through out my life. Everytime they would check our eyes in school (kindergarten and up) I always knew that one of those times they would say that I needed glasses. Finally in third grade when I was 8 I remember getting my eyes tested and being told that I was going to have to get glasses. I was actually surprised that it was 8 years before I was to get glasses, I had thought it would be sooner.
I had always known ever since I was a child that if I ever thought about God, religion, etc I might get too deep into it. Not by choice but by guilt. I dont enjoy religion or thinking of God (I like studying reincarnation a lot tho) I start to feel like a sinner and that I end up giving up 90% of the things I enjoy and I feel miserable and unable to enjoy any of the pleasures of life. Thats why I try to stay away from organized religion or even certain spiritual matters apart from reincarnation b/c I know those have the power to destroy my life. Thinking about God, the Light, etc does not bring any joy to my life. In fact its just the opposite. I also know that giving up material pleasures will destroy my life like it did in the past. However when I was btw the ages of 2 - 5 I knew that I had to stay away from religion b/c I sensed it will hurt me.
I also knew btw the ages of 2-5 that I will marry late in life. Something I just knew al my life since I was a kid. I had my first bf at the age of 25. I'm 31 and still not married.
I dont know why I was born with this ability to know about what was going to happen in my life. It was never positive things either.