Can I be white in heaven and in the next life?

[Cleara]

If God can grant the desires of our hearts can he also grant our intimate most desires? I want to be white and wish to be white. I don't want to be black. I am African American woman but I want to be made white in heaven or in the afterlife, God can do it can't he?

I have always felt that I was born in the wrong race and family. I've always wanted to be white (and envied white people). My family abused me and hurt me and I don't want to be with them in heaven. What should I do? Should I give up all hopes of praying to God to be white and righteous? Is it possible for God to do for me?

 

[Dana]

Welcome to the forum Cleara

You need to learn how to deal with your current race. It's not permanent, one day you will be someone else.

I understand that feeling of envy you have. Last time I was white, now I'm a brown Southeast Asian. At first, I felt like I was born in the wrong race with the wrong people I did not like, but sometimes you need to learn accept who you are now to grow and evolve as a soul. We all reincarnate into different races and genders in every lifetime. Sometimes, karma puts you in that position (as a black in your current life) or you chose to be black for a reason.

We look different and we have different beliefs and cultures, but in the end, we are all the same because we are humans.

Remember this, racism is senseless.

- Dana

 

[There and back again]

I've seen your post on reddit if my memory is correct and I do understand but have to say make the best of the life you got now while thinking of what would be best for yourself in the next. Personally I wish to move on after all this leaving this world behind to go on elsewhere. Hope you don't come back to a time like this or you'll be deeply disappointed.