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MissHannah

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I don't remember much, other than this reoccurring dream I've had since I was two and flashbacks that transferred into dreams, I'm not sure. All I remember is I was a young man (19 or 20 I think) in the RAF and I was prepping for a flight/mission during World War II (in 1939) and then later (it was 1942 then), flying and there was aircraft I 'knew' it Luftwaffe ahead of me then mine started going haywire and I was trying to keep control of it then to avoid this village and right after it, it just started going down when everything went white... And I've always had a strong aversion/dislike of anything german and refused to do it in school and wanted to take spanish instead saying that was my language.. By the way, I have a birthmark that spreads from the middle of my chest to almost the middle of my back on my right side that's all white (the rest of my skin is a bit darker)
http://i47.tinypic.com/wvakax.png
and it looks like oil burn marks http://i46.tinypic.com/9qaahh.png
and I asked a while ago, and turns out I've been talking about getting shot down and being in prison, since I could speak.
I'm not going to assume anything, but I've always had this obsession with WWII fighter planes and flying and being in the forces and I still can't imagine why because I've always been against war and still am... Never been to england or even uk in this lifetime and I was in the air cadets for a short time as a teenager a couple of years ago but quit because it made my flashbacks and dreams even more vivid and frightful... This is all I remember though... and the other day I was watching this thing on youtube about this man's past life and it was almost the same as me and when I saw his aircraft blow up, I had the biggest been-there-before panic attack and I haven't gone to sleep till later that day (it was the middle of the night and I was sleepy but wanted to watch some videos about reincarnation before calling it a night and I clicked that one to see if it was like mine)...

And there's the one where I was looking around on google maps and then I went back to reading my book (Mexican High by Liza Monroy) and when there was a mention of the 1985 earthquake, I suddenly had a flashback of a 13-14-15 (14 I feel) girl I knew was me, hiding under a table because an earthquake began and people were running and dust and cement bits were falling and I just got scared so hit under the table nearby since I couldn't see the way and didn't want to go in deeper, then everything just went black..

I tried finding my WWII self but I could only manage to narrow it down to about 250-300 guys and the other one, all I know is it was mexico city..

I'm new here and I just spent the last two days reading all the posts and comments, and I found a few that were in the same era and I'll get back to them.. but I hope posting this here helps find someone that can relate or help find more about it(:

sorry if this message is long, just wanted to be as detailed as I could, on what I think relates to it(:

if it's in the wrong section, feel free to move it(: I just put it here because most of it was when I was a child but still remember and sometimes have that nightmare.. but I was told to stop making up stories and stop lying..
 
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Welcome to the forum Hannah, thanks for sharing your story!


The birthmarks are very interesting and they do look similar to burn scars, have you ever thought about having a past life regression, or regressing yourself, I think it could help with the recurrent nightmares.
 
Welcome to the forum. There are several members here who had past lives in the RAF. You'll be meeting them soon. The earthquake and Mexico City part could be a different past life. Start keeping a journal and write everything down. Otherwise you'll forget the smaller details.
 
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