Did my soul survive since medieval period?

[Mario]

Since I was a child or lets say it this way..since I remember for myself I have a strong obsession with castles and medieval perriod.My first drawing I made was a castle later on I draw many pictures of castles and also with "battles"drawing something similar to battles on or around castle

When my parents purchase me first Lego Duplo set..I start making castles from bricks different shapes I made also carton box castles shoe box castles play doh castles al different shapes and size.Then they purchase me lego castle set and I rebuild it different way over and over each time was different characteristics.
Somehow It makes me happy and different when I m around castles and feel like I belong there in this environment as small child I travelled alot with parents as long as we will see a castle on the trip count me in

I tought and my parents that later this will dissapear when I will grow up..guess what it didnt..I m still obssesed with medieval era and castles.I have visited over 100 sofar.

When I travel and see or know that there is a castle nearby...have to go there its like something drags me there..really unbelivable...but the best part is..the energy..and feeling when I m around..its like warm feeling and feeling of home and belonging as near as possible to this amazing structures even if i had a bad day before or I m in bad mood it all goes away I change like day and night if we speak about emotions going on when I m in such environment.

Probably I would be consider to be "craizy" or "weird" but this is my story and my case.
Any suggestions or advise anyone with similar experiance here?

Thanks for reading

Mario

 

[tanguerra]

Hi Mario

Welcome to the forum.

Yes, it's possible that your attraction to castles has a past life connection. Do you have any other thoughts, feelings or memories about the middle ages?

 

[Mario]

Hi,thank you for respond and your question related to my post.
Yes I have many experiences dreams and even paranormal event in past..

I will share some of those those.

no.1

I was in one old castle from dated 13-14 century in Slovenia Europe(I m Slovenian by nationality very small but beautifull coutry) so meanwhile we had a castle tour it was with my high school then I joke with a friend of mine and ask him to lock me in a room in basement there was bit darker room downstairs and large old wooden door with a hatch locker so we did it it was just for fun to escape from the rest of group and hide.
Then it happen..I was 5 min I guess in complete dark there was no window I was in complete silence and then "bang bang"and similar to chain banging sound on wall first i tought there is someone outside try to scare me but i call no one respond then I call again and friend came to open me the door.

Later on the tour guide was telling about castle parts and talk about the basement also..it was a dungeon..castle prison..I have heard perhaps souls of some people who were locked there..is it possible??hope I m not craizy

no.2

Secret garden in Herberstein Castle in Austria

Douring my visit to Schloss Herberstein in Austria I experoance strange energy presence in one perticular spot..a small court like place with a stone banch and stone chairs in middle..it was winter I sit on one of those chairs i feel warm and also a warm feeling I asked my parents both of them witch were present on the trip and even my ex gf i dated then if they can sit and tell if they feel cold or warm..they were freeing no such feeling was reported from them.
Stones are not warm in winter when temperature was -5 or more or can they be?

no.3

Dream of a battle

Once it happen that I have very live experience dreams..I was dressed as a knight on horse in the middle of the battle marching on the horse lot of people lot of confusion screams and sound of steel smashing i had a view of my horse armour weapon dress i could see landscape so like 3D experiance..I dont play video games or watch TV I havent watch a movie about this before I had dreams..so where did it come from?weird..but interesting experiance

There is more but wanted to expose those 3

 

[tanguerra]

Interesting. That could certainly be a past life dream in no. 3. Some people have 'flash backs' when they are awake and others have dreams. Most people don't have both. It's hard to know why this is, but it seems to be the case. Have you had any other vivid dreams about the middle ages? Maybe they belong to the same life, or more than one?

 

[Mario]

As far as I remember I have several others they dont happen every day..perhaps couple of times per year on chosen days but very lively dreams.Once I had dream about a countryside with buildings and castle there was water around or near I could hear it I dont remember any people or faces but buildings and everything around was from 12-14 century era for sure I recognise medieval arhitecture and could tell from witch century is I think there were more than one life..but all this dreams 90 % are same period related,Once I even dream to talk to a woman she was dress as woman were in those times but she looked like someone who is living in castle not a common person because of dress she talk but couldnt understaind in what language.

 

[tanguerra]

Yes. This is often the case. Maybe you will get a dream (or a flashback) just once in a while. It's like trying to do a jigsaw puzzle without the lid of the box for a clue. Keep thinking about it. Maybe after a while you can fit the pieces together?

 

[curious_girl]

Did you ever see a castle, for real or on a photo, that is the same as the castle in your dreams? When you ever see a castle that looks like or feels like the castle of your dreams, pay attention. First observe your own feelings and thoughts and (much) later study the history of the castle and the people who owned it.

Do you have an idea what the landscape and the climate is like in your dreams? There are also castles in Scandinavia, Scotland and north Africa. European languages sounded a bit different in the Middle Ages, so you may not be able to recognize medieval Spanish, French or German.

 

[Shelby812]

It's pretty interesting to hear you build castles DIFFERENT WAYS each time. Like an architect, always changing things around or improving designs. Perhaps you were a castle architect back in the day? I did a google search and it said castles took anywhere from 2 to 10 years to build back then, so not as long as cathedrals. You could get a few castles built within that time, even more if you spent a few lifetimes building them!

I would take a guess and say the noise in the dungeon room was probably just a ghost banging on the floor to get your attention. He could have recognized you as a soul from that time frame and was trying to get your attention. Same for the warm bench in the winter? Another ghost hanging around with you on the bench, or maybe for that one your body was "remembering" sitting in a similar bench in the past when it was warmer, so you felt it as warm (ie you were feeling the "memory")? Just throwing out guesses here obviously.

It sounds like you know your stuff, but if your dream castle wasn't recognizable, it must be in a place you haven't been yet. Sometimes my past life memories happen when I reach certain ages, and they can come in dream form. One year I kept having thoughts about some time when I was a Russian/Ukrainian soldier struggling to live with my family in Kiev, but I would also have vivid dreams, all in Russian. After that year, everything died down. I think I was around 15/16.

The same happened when I was 19, I suddenly became terrified of water (I have been swimming since I was 3). It was ridiculous, and came with dreams of drowning in a ship's swimming pool, or being thrown off the side of a ship and drowning. The dreams always were in a specific time period (1900's or so) and were extremely realistic and upsetting. Age 20, nothing. No fear, no dreams. They went away as quickly as they had come. So yeah, dreams are important too, at least to me they seem to be.