SkyeSpitfire
Probationary
Last night, I had a dream that was extremely vivid and I doubt it was just a 'dream.' My confusion is to whether it's something that happened to me in a past life or whether something 'came' to me and fed me a memory that they had or if it was something that my own past life was showing me to help me relive something, even if the details themselves didn't happen in that way?
What happened was that I was a teenage girl again, probably about 15 or 16, and along with my classmates we were on the run. I discovered pretty early on that the Nazis were trying to capture us. Some of my classmates were caught, but others like myself managed to escape and find a hideout. But the hideout was also discovered and many were captured; only a handful of us got away. At one point, a train went past and we saw our chance as the train would be taking us out of Germany. We jumped on but it was a mistake; the train was stormed by Nazis who began interrogating passengers. If the passenger didn't speak German, they were arrested. At that point I blacked out in the dream. After I blacked out, I found myself in a big white room with about 60 other kids. Some of them were crying. There was this Nazi who had a huge white paper in his hands. He said to us, "This is an order from the British Government. Because you are British citizens and you are young, we have been ordered to release you." All of us, the kids, were amazed by the news and some began to cry in relief. But when I looked at the Nazi again, he smiled, ripped the paper up and said, "Only joking." Then he pulled out a gun and started shooting the kids. I remember running to the back of the room and he shot at me, but I dodged the bullet. He shot at me again and I dodged it again. I kept dodging it because I hated him and even though we were going to die anyway, I wanted to cause him some kind of anger as a way of punishment, and that was why I kept dodging the bullets - it was angering him. But then one of the bullets hit me and I blacked out. Dream ended there. But as I came to consciousness in my bed, there was a voice whispering in my ear, quite deep, and it kept repeating the same word over and over - only I can't remember now what the word was.
As I said, this dream was very realistic. If it was a past life memory, then it would be during WW2. As some members know, I've always felt extremely drawn to WW2, but on the British side - not the Nazis, Jews or anyone else. Lately, I hadn't been thinking much about it so it was a surprise to me when I had this dream out of the blue. The details of the dream were very specific. I am sure I lived during WW2, but I still am not certain what I was or what I did. I only know how drawn I am to the British side. I wondered if this might be a hint that I might have been a POW - when I thought about it afterwards, I realized the events (eluding capture, arrest, execution) were similar to what happened to some POWs. A part of me did wonder if maybe I was a Jew who was sent to a camp - but I don't feel it's likely as I feel no affiliation with the Jews (of course, I feel awful for what happened to them) but I feel no connection to them. But also, if I was a POW, why was I a teenager with all the classmates from school?
Another part of me wondered if it might have been a spirit that visited me and wanted to relay what happened to them via a dream. I thought this because of the voice that whispered to me afterwards. I just wish I could remember the word they kept repeating!
I do feel the details were too vivid to just be my imagination - I still remember the face and voice of the Nazi who shot the kids - and the way he grinned when he ripped up the paper still sends chills down me. What does everyone think? Memory, spirit or something else?
What happened was that I was a teenage girl again, probably about 15 or 16, and along with my classmates we were on the run. I discovered pretty early on that the Nazis were trying to capture us. Some of my classmates were caught, but others like myself managed to escape and find a hideout. But the hideout was also discovered and many were captured; only a handful of us got away. At one point, a train went past and we saw our chance as the train would be taking us out of Germany. We jumped on but it was a mistake; the train was stormed by Nazis who began interrogating passengers. If the passenger didn't speak German, they were arrested. At that point I blacked out in the dream. After I blacked out, I found myself in a big white room with about 60 other kids. Some of them were crying. There was this Nazi who had a huge white paper in his hands. He said to us, "This is an order from the British Government. Because you are British citizens and you are young, we have been ordered to release you." All of us, the kids, were amazed by the news and some began to cry in relief. But when I looked at the Nazi again, he smiled, ripped the paper up and said, "Only joking." Then he pulled out a gun and started shooting the kids. I remember running to the back of the room and he shot at me, but I dodged the bullet. He shot at me again and I dodged it again. I kept dodging it because I hated him and even though we were going to die anyway, I wanted to cause him some kind of anger as a way of punishment, and that was why I kept dodging the bullets - it was angering him. But then one of the bullets hit me and I blacked out. Dream ended there. But as I came to consciousness in my bed, there was a voice whispering in my ear, quite deep, and it kept repeating the same word over and over - only I can't remember now what the word was.
As I said, this dream was very realistic. If it was a past life memory, then it would be during WW2. As some members know, I've always felt extremely drawn to WW2, but on the British side - not the Nazis, Jews or anyone else. Lately, I hadn't been thinking much about it so it was a surprise to me when I had this dream out of the blue. The details of the dream were very specific. I am sure I lived during WW2, but I still am not certain what I was or what I did. I only know how drawn I am to the British side. I wondered if this might be a hint that I might have been a POW - when I thought about it afterwards, I realized the events (eluding capture, arrest, execution) were similar to what happened to some POWs. A part of me did wonder if maybe I was a Jew who was sent to a camp - but I don't feel it's likely as I feel no affiliation with the Jews (of course, I feel awful for what happened to them) but I feel no connection to them. But also, if I was a POW, why was I a teenager with all the classmates from school?
Another part of me wondered if it might have been a spirit that visited me and wanted to relay what happened to them via a dream. I thought this because of the voice that whispered to me afterwards. I just wish I could remember the word they kept repeating!
I do feel the details were too vivid to just be my imagination - I still remember the face and voice of the Nazi who shot the kids - and the way he grinned when he ripped up the paper still sends chills down me. What does everyone think? Memory, spirit or something else?
I was definitely the girl in the dream who it happened to but there were kids from my old school who played the other roles, so I do wonder if maybe we were just used as the characters to make sure it made sense to me. My gut - if it IS my gut - tells me it wasn't actually me, but someone I knew. Because I have such a strong feeling I fought in the war itself and not as a child. I've been thinking about this constantly since it happened. And also I can't forget the voice that whispered to me. It's frustrating for me because I just can't figure out the answers!!!
