So I'm very new to this, but I guess I'll start off with a little background:
Ever since I was a kid I was very interested in the idea of reincarnation. When I say interested, I mean like I totally believed that that's how all of "this" works (this meaning life). I've never been open about my beliefs with anyone, so bare with me I'm struggling to put my emotions into words.
For a while I was off the idea of any type of any belief system and just kinda agnostic but recently my views have began to change. I may be over-thinking this, but it started about a month ago when I read a John Green book called The Fault in Our Stars. It broke something in me; throughout half the book the tears wouldn't stop streaming down my face. Like I couldn't even read in public it was that bad. This wasn't just like, "Oh yea that book was sad and such a cute love story." It was more like I don't understand why I fell so empty and cannot stop crying because I have an otherwise happy life. I don't know what struck up the emotional response whether it was the cancer or that fact that she lost him but it really got to me.
I may be just over reacting but I'm kinda freaked out by all the sadness.
-P.J
Ever since I was a kid I was very interested in the idea of reincarnation. When I say interested, I mean like I totally believed that that's how all of "this" works (this meaning life). I've never been open about my beliefs with anyone, so bare with me I'm struggling to put my emotions into words.
For a while I was off the idea of any type of any belief system and just kinda agnostic but recently my views have began to change. I may be over-thinking this, but it started about a month ago when I read a John Green book called The Fault in Our Stars. It broke something in me; throughout half the book the tears wouldn't stop streaming down my face. Like I couldn't even read in public it was that bad. This wasn't just like, "Oh yea that book was sad and such a cute love story." It was more like I don't understand why I fell so empty and cannot stop crying because I have an otherwise happy life. I don't know what struck up the emotional response whether it was the cancer or that fact that she lost him but it really got to me.
I may be just over reacting but I'm kinda freaked out by all the sadness.
-P.J