I think i watched my youngest son die before he was mine.

[AzureDreamer]

I think my youngest boy was a victim in 9/11.
my son has always been incredibly particular. He needs things to make sense. He has to find order. He’s also always been terrified of elevators. He refused to be put down, and tries to climb up my body. Even then he’s screaming and shaking, absolutely hysterical. he’s just recently turned three and now that he’s talking, i decided to ask him about it. He had his customary meltdown in the elevator that goes to his fathers office, and then his father and i put him in his car seat. I tried to calm him down by saying there’s nothing scary about the elevator, it’s safe. And he lost it. He started telling me about how they aren’t safe, they’re scary. I insisted they aren’t. And he launched into a story about him being stuck in an elevator. He told me that there was an accident and they had to leave quick. They took the elevator and then a bomb happened. I stopped and said a bomb?? And he replied, “a big one momma. It was terror. It was terror people” He went on to describe a tall man on fire that had no eyes. He said they were stuck and they couldn’t get out so they started jumping up and down together in hopes i guess to budge it. Then he said “that was a mistake because we fell and fell and fell” i asked him what happened after that and he said that everything was dark, that the building came down on top of him, and that “then there were worms in my eyes and i woke up and i was Ben” and he ended it was a sad, I’m still there, under the building. They didn’t find me. He says that he remembers firemen trying to help them but saying there’s nothing they can do.

I did some google surfing and found firemen’s accounts of building two going down that match what he said.

i watched building two fall when i was 17 years old, and i understand that many many people had visceral reactions, but to me it felt as if my entire heart was ripped out. For months after i was in deep mourning. I felt like multiple members of my family died.

I’ve always believed in reincarnation, i just never thought it would happen to me (so to speak)

ideas? Thoughts? Input?

 

[Jaimie]

Hi AzureDreamer,

by his story he remembers both being alive and being a spirit afterwards knowing that they had great trouble finding his body. He seems to have carried much of the bad memories with him about this, which is very sad.

Well, if it was my kid I would, at his young age, avoid exposing him to elevators when/if possible.

My kid use to share little glimpses of past life memories with me. 2 bad things has so far come out of it (but I don't know if it is the same life), one of them - the big one - was experiencing drowning (expressed itself in a returning night terror nightmare for years and her speaking about it when seeing ocean or pool).

My kid was afraid of drowning, always, and things calmed down when she was 7 and now she is not afraid and we swim together and she is happy. She has always been a tough kid otherwise. Still it had to be done when she was ready. We tried to expose her, little by little, to the water, but because of her strong reaction we then tried to avoid it and wait til she got older instead.

Hopefully, when he gets older your boy will be able to keep the distance to what happened then to what happens now, and feel safe. It can very much be an age thing to when most appropriate to do this. There are statistic that say children with past life memories tend to get weaker or go away around the age of 7.