Lil's Mommy
SAHM and loving it
I had always believed in reincarnation, my Mom often spoke of it, and remembered things from what she believed to be her previous life. It wasn't until recently that I gave reincarnation another look. My daughter was born 10-26-05 9 months after my Mother's passing. Her death was sudden and it hit me really hard. I had a dream a few nights before her passing that something would happen to her. I rushed home to be with her and the next morning she was gone. My daughter had never seen her, and I had never spoke directly to her about my mother. She was too young to understand right?? SO I thought. My daughter is now 2 and one day I was going through my things that had been packed away and I came across a quilt my Mom had made me when I was little. My daughter automatically went to it, and gently touched it and said "Grammer", it wasn't until later that this would be the word she choice to use to address my Mother. It floored me, she had never seen this quilt, and I have never spoke about it. I then proceded to pull out my jewelry box to see if she could recognize some rings that were my Mom's, and sure enough she did. I had atleast 25 rings for her to choose from but she knew exactly which ones were my Mom's. Infact she even stated that they were hers. I don't wear them and hardly ever got them out. She has little quirks and mannerisms the same as my Mom. She loves to play doctor, and my Mom was a nurse. She loves to take care of me. She consoles me when I cry, she acts so grown up. She is wise beyond her years. I know it could be just wishful thinking on my part, but I truely believe it is something more. My Mom was my everything, my best friend. And that's the way I feel about my daughter now. Just the other day I was terriably upset and she came and stroked my hair, and said, "Why Mommy"....... I had no answer for her because her doing that reminded me of My Mom. I feel like my Mom has come back to me to continue to be there for me even though the roles are reversed or are they?? My daughter has spoken words from out of the blue that neither her Dad or I have taught her. She once pointed to a picture of angels that I have above her bed, and she said, "angels". I said yes honey those are angels, she said, "Grammers angel", and went on her way. Thanks for letting me share this with you all. There are alot of people out there that have told me that it could not be possiable that it takes years and years for someone to be reincarnated. I know what I feel, and I see my Mother in my daughter. Does anyone else feel they have reconnected with a lost family member through your child??
