Lack of pre war memories-is this relevant?

[starrynight]

Though I've had loads of last life memories they've mostly been the time I was in France. This only covers four months of that life, though is particular relevant and connected to my work life now. I think most of the people I work with were there.

I have memrories of being questioned and imprisoned and some memories of work, training and friends immediatley prior to this. This can't cover more than 3 years of that life.

I have just two other memories realting to this life.

1, A young girl, excitedly running up the stairs shouting "Papa, Papa,Papa, Papa". The hall was large, the stairs wide, dark wood, opening onto a large landing. I was wearing a white dress my hair was long, in loose curls. I turned right and my father's study was at the end of the corridor. I was very excited, my father was very large and picked me up in his arms. I woke before I saw his face.
I think this may be relevant as maybe I have met that person this life, though i don't feel I have any connection now.

2, Disembarking a ship, it was probably late 1920's, and being hit by the mass of colours and a hot, red landscape. As I got the ships name "The Parsar", I have been able to link this to India. I have always had a feeling I'd been there in a pl.

I wonder if ther's a reason I don't remember any more of this life? Or is it just that I have no connections from then in this life so hasn't been relevant for me to remember? It concerns me I could have had an unhappy life and only came into myself gaining independance from having to work in the war. Though in the first dream I didn't feel any unhappiness.

 

[argonne1918]

I'm guessing the things you have remembered have strong significance or emotion in some way. As time goes on you may remember more. Have you tried doing a regression or are these just dreams, etc.? BTW, if you were able to visit that hallway today it would not be as big. You were seeing it through the eyes of a child.

 

[starrynight]

hi argonne, is interesting about the staircase, never thought of that!


I remember mainly in dreams, very visually and wake up straight away. The memories don't fade either like normal dreams, usually get stronger as I think about it.


I get flashbacks as well and am getting better at tuning into these. I know I'm lucky I get these spontaniously.


Yes I syppose the emotions and changes over this time would have been stronger, I presume it would gave changed my personality then and now, which maybe why.


I'd just love to get some feeling of what my life was like before and an idea how I related to that life family. It may be because I don't think they're in my life now I'm not getting triggers. All of what I remember seems to relate to people I know now.

 

[BriarRose]

My guess would be that you only remember those things because they are relevant to the life you are living now.

 

[starrynight]

Yes, I am hoping this is why.


I am working with the people I worked with in France. However much I think this life is done and I know what I need more crops up.


Maybe in time when I move on I may get earlier memories.