It's been a while! I wanted to share my experience, and also ask if this resonates with anyone else on here.
I had a childhood in England, in possibly the late 1890s-1900s. This childhood was nice, as my family was somewhere in the mid-upperclass, and my parents were decent to me, but my teenage years were troubled. When I was around 16-19, I got hit with a vehicle of some sort, and I'm fairly certain that's how I died. So my otherwise good life was cut short. Ever since I was a kid in this current life, I've been fixated on the childhood I had then. I'm constantly striving to make my home feel like the Victorian I had lived in, I still collect dolls, and I love old children's stories.
The other life I have memories from, which is only really in snippets and "vibes", was turbulent, and I'm fairly certain ended early as well. This would have been the reincarnation immediately after the last, and I was a "live fast, die young" kind of girl. I'm pretty sure I overdosed on something in the very early 1930s. I'm very wary of, but also bored by recreational drugs in this life. I think I acted out in that one because of how stuffy my previous experience was.
As for the one that came after that, I was male, possibly a writer, and finally did all the things I was expected to do, but I don't have as many memories there. I have the sense that I kind of just floated through that life, not really taking much in, as I'm doing again in this one.
Anyway, as I'm at an age where I should be figuring out where my life is really going, it feels like my recent pasts are coming back to haunt me. I didn't experience adulthood in those first two, society has changed so much since I would have been a young adult in the third, and I have no clue what I want for myself now. It's like my subconscious has been thinking lately, "What's going on?" "Everything is different, I can't just find a job, get married, and be set!" "Would I even want that?" I've been doing things that feel familiar, like listening to my records, reading, sewing, to try to quell this anxiety, but I worry that doing that is getting me even more "stuck". Part of the problem is that I haven't had much of an identity, in this life or otherwise. I guess this is the kind of thing past life regression therapy is exactly for lol.
I had a childhood in England, in possibly the late 1890s-1900s. This childhood was nice, as my family was somewhere in the mid-upperclass, and my parents were decent to me, but my teenage years were troubled. When I was around 16-19, I got hit with a vehicle of some sort, and I'm fairly certain that's how I died. So my otherwise good life was cut short. Ever since I was a kid in this current life, I've been fixated on the childhood I had then. I'm constantly striving to make my home feel like the Victorian I had lived in, I still collect dolls, and I love old children's stories.
The other life I have memories from, which is only really in snippets and "vibes", was turbulent, and I'm fairly certain ended early as well. This would have been the reincarnation immediately after the last, and I was a "live fast, die young" kind of girl. I'm pretty sure I overdosed on something in the very early 1930s. I'm very wary of, but also bored by recreational drugs in this life. I think I acted out in that one because of how stuffy my previous experience was.
As for the one that came after that, I was male, possibly a writer, and finally did all the things I was expected to do, but I don't have as many memories there. I have the sense that I kind of just floated through that life, not really taking much in, as I'm doing again in this one.
Anyway, as I'm at an age where I should be figuring out where my life is really going, it feels like my recent pasts are coming back to haunt me. I didn't experience adulthood in those first two, society has changed so much since I would have been a young adult in the third, and I have no clue what I want for myself now. It's like my subconscious has been thinking lately, "What's going on?" "Everything is different, I can't just find a job, get married, and be set!" "Would I even want that?" I've been doing things that feel familiar, like listening to my records, reading, sewing, to try to quell this anxiety, but I worry that doing that is getting me even more "stuck". Part of the problem is that I haven't had much of an identity, in this life or otherwise. I guess this is the kind of thing past life regression therapy is exactly for lol.
