Hey everyone,
I've been reading comments on this forum for a little over a week now and decided to make an account so I can share what I've been experiencing.
I'm 16 years old and from America.
About a month ago I went to an Air Force Museum. The museum is part of an Air Force Base near where I live. I've been interested in planes ever since I can remember and I was SUPER excited to go.
Just outside the museum there's an array of large older planes that were used in past wars, and inside they have multiple exhibits with smaller planes, biographies of people who served during certain wars, etc..
We walked inside and started looking at things in the first exhibit and all of the sudden my body went into panic mode, my heart started beating insanely fast, and I got a massive headache. I was with my mom and I told her how I felt so we decided to go to another exhibit (the first exhibit we were in was smaller and kind of crowded, I get really claustrophobic so I thought it could've been that). The next exhibit we went to was very large and had small planes from WW2 hanging from the ceiling and some on the ground. There were also pictures of people from the war and their biographies. We walked around for a bit but my heart continued to pound in my chest, my headache was still horrible and I felt like I was about to cry.
Side note: I'm also not an emotional person and I RARELY cry.
So we decided to leave that exhibit and went to see the larger planes outside. Once we were outside my panic subsided but I still continued to have a headache. When we finished looking at the planes outside, I decided I wanted to go back to the exhibit I didn't get to finish. I thought i'd be fine since my panic had subsided and I was interested in what was in there. I thought I might've just had some weird panic attack or something.
Once we got back to the exhibit I looked at the pictures of the people from the war and the planes. My heart immediately started beating rapidly and once again my body went into panic mode. I was then overwhelmed with sadness and tears started pouring out of my eyes. I couldn't stop myself from crying and I couldn't control the way my body was acting. I couldn't pin-point what was making me feel this way either, and I literally had no control over my own body (good thing there wasn't many people in that exhibit cause I looked like an actual lunatic). We decided to leave and once we left I calmed down, my headache went away, and I was fine. It was so confusing because I went there to have a good time. I was so excited to see the planes but it was like my body was fighting me and wanted to get away.
Since that incident I've seen 2 "mediums" or "psychics" to try and get in touch with my past life/ lives somehow. The first psychic picked up the name George and Joe, she said I had a PL in WW2, she also said that I saw one of my very close friends die during the war. After that reading she told me that one of her friends was having a WW2 memorabilia at an old folks home that was about 40 minutes away from my house and asked if I wanted to go. She gave me the information on where it was and what time it started and I went. Same thing happened. Right as I walked in and went to one of the tables and saw the military uniforms and things from the war I broke down crying. I had to remove myself and I left to find a bathroom where I tried to collect myself. After I collected myself I went back in and I was fine for about 5 minutes until I came across the same table I went to the first time. Tears started building up in my eyes and I decided to leave.
I'm interested in this stuff and want to learn more about it, but it's like I have no control over my body and how it reacts.
The next week I went to a completely different psychic. I didn't give her any back story, all I said was that I wanted to work on things regarding my past life. She wrote down the information she was getting, the first thing she drew was wings and she asked me if I have a connection with airplanes and I said yes. After that, she wrote down "brothers in arms" then she wrote down the name Joe, she also picked up two other names which were George and Albert. She then wrote down military, air force, and co-pilot then out loud she said, "This is World War 2". After that, she wrote plane crash. She said she was shown 3 men on a plane, she believes I was the co-pilot, and then she said something went wrong and she saw the plane crash. After she told me what she was shown she said all 3 of them died, she paused for a moment then said, "wait no, you survived". She thinks that in my past life I had "survivors guilt" and that that guilt is still affecting me in this life. She also picked up another PL and said that she was shown a Kilt and that she heard someone yell "The British are coming!" but she couldn't pick up much more than that.
She wrote down everything she was shown on a paper and gave it to me after the reading was over. I still have things to research. I don't know what to believe I'm just trying to piece things together but it's so crazy to me. I don't know much about war or the military in this life yet I have this emotional response and feel connected somehow.
