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little girl from 1912

HM_Balmer31

motherofchildofthepast
Hello. Very nice to meet everyone. My name is Heidi. I am 31 and currently have a 10 year old son. I have been bombarded with memories and dreams of a little girl age 4. These memories are also accompanied by many visions of the Titanic. I realize many of you have probably heard of many stories relating to Titanic memories, yet I have so many dreams about it, I know I was there. Things such as chills out of nowhere, and as the water gets colder in the shower, I cannot deal with the fear. The little girl I was previously describing was a third class passenger that was a stowaway. She had no ticket and no parents with her. I remember her so well. We had met on the voyage, and I became very close to the child. Before the ship sunk, I promised this child I would be her mother, and to this day, i haven't forgotten that promise. I lost her that night in 1912, and miss her so much. She is always in my dreams, and even my husband dreams of the same child, same vision of her. She had long, straight, black hair, a tan complexion, a white laced dress, and old brown boots. My son has even dreamt of this child. The kicker is I am currently pregnant, and I feel she is due to return. She was originally born in 1908, and if she returns, she will be 4 in 2012, 100 years after she died. Problem is, I may be having a boy, but my doctor is unsure. I was so crushed at the thought of not seeing this child, whose name was Aleccia. Yet I hear she may come back as a male child. It would be very hard to deal with if she were not a girl again, but I know I will have to deal with that if it happens. The other night, she came to me in my dream, and told me she was in my belly, which made me cry. If anyone is willing to help me and understands this situation, please write back. I am greatful there is a forum like this with others like myself.
Thankyou so much,
Heidi:)
 
Hello Heidi :)


and welcome


thank you for sharing your story.


I think it is interesting that both your son and husband had dreams about this soul - are you all talking a lot about your memories ? Do you feel that your husband and son have been with you on the Titanic - do they have personal memories ? - many questions :) - and certainly no need to answer them if they are too personal.


We do not incarnate always in the same gender. If the soul of Aleccia comes back as male than there is a reason for it. Soul connections don't depend on the gender.


If she came back to you in your dream as a girl - the sould might have decided to do so as you would easier recognize her in that way


The fact that you came so close to this child could indicate that you have been together with this soul already in previous past lives.


Please enjoy your pregnancy and don't worry about the gender - it's the soul essence that counts not the physical appearance


Clivia
 
little girl from 1912


thanjk you so much Olivia! You made me feel better. It is so wonderful to have others who understand me.I do not feel alone. I am not sure if my husband was on Titanic, but I do know that I had lost a husband. I am stll trying to figure out who I was by the many visions I have, and I Know one day I will. At least I know my little Aleecia is still with me even if she is a boy now.


Heidi
 
Hello Heidi and welcome to the forum and thank you for sharing your experience with us.


It sounds to me like there is a possibility that your family all have a strong connection to the soul of this little girl. I beleive as Clivia has said that gender is not relevant to a soul connection and this little girl could very easily return to you as a male this time around. I think it is possible that a soul will return as the gender that is the most beneficial for them in that lifetime. Because we don't always see the bigger picture the reasons for this change in gender might not be apparent to us at the time.


Congratulations on your pregnancy and I look forward to hearing any updates you might have.


Kind Regards


Kay
 
Your welcome Heidi :)


I am glad that you feel better - you are definetly not alone here and please keep us updated - and feel free to share all memories and thoughts regarding reincarntion - we are interested in them:)


Clivia
 
Welcome Heidi,


Congratulations on your pregnancy, and thank you for sharing your story. :)


Have you checked out any of Elisabeth Hallett's work on Pre-Birth Communication? It's fascinating and I think you'd enjoy it very much. There's a lot of information on her website Light Hearts.


Ailish
 
Very interesting experience - thank you for sharing :)


Pre-birth communication is a very interesting subject I think. Thank you for the link Aili - it's great :)
 
Hello and welcome to the forum, Heidi. :)


You have had some interesting experiences as a family. Thank you for sharing. Others have given you already good advice, but I just wanted to add that I hope you will love this child even if he's a boy - and even if he's not Aleccia reborn. What ever the situation, the most important thing is the Now and yours and this child's incarnations this time around. But if you have shared past experiences, it's of course useful to be aware of them.


Good luck!


Karoliina
 
Hello Heidi:)


You are such gentle mom.. you will make a great mother for this new little one. I want to share with you a story not many people know. No validation or anything like that, but it is real because...I LOVE and I like you am a good loving mother.


When I got pregnant I was 100% sure I was having a male child. I mean so sure... even though I had had a dream (only one) about my baby girl being born in the early weeks of pregnancy.


When i was about 5 months pregnant I was in Chapters Bookstore (like Barnes and Noble)... reading along.. walking thru bookcases..minding my own business when all of a sudden I fel this Strong Push into me, something like a light or rather a wind coming strongly INTO ME...Into my belly really. NO it was a kick or anything... It came from OUTSIDE IN. A the same time I had a vision....of a mildly cold..night, filled with people... maybe a bonfire..but I clearly saw a Russian Castle like structure...It is the famous one, near the big Square. I don't even know the name.. i should though and about four in their late teens , or twenties boys.. dancing merrily, doing the Russian crouching, with the feet out in front of them.... very acrobatic:)


So I was more convinced that my baby was gonna be a boy... :) well I trun out having a very masculine little girl! Who gets mistaken for a boy all the time, even though she is 5... and quite acrobatic...she loved doing heads stands.. and yelling at me.. MOM MOM MOM!! Look Look! LOL


Your baby will be YOUR baby First...then whatever other lives he shared with.. will come next to you.


Best of luck.
 
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