HM_Balmer31
motherofchildofthepast
Hello. Very nice to meet everyone. My name is Heidi. I am 31 and currently have a 10 year old son. I have been bombarded with memories and dreams of a little girl age 4. These memories are also accompanied by many visions of the Titanic. I realize many of you have probably heard of many stories relating to Titanic memories, yet I have so many dreams about it, I know I was there. Things such as chills out of nowhere, and as the water gets colder in the shower, I cannot deal with the fear. The little girl I was previously describing was a third class passenger that was a stowaway. She had no ticket and no parents with her. I remember her so well. We had met on the voyage, and I became very close to the child. Before the ship sunk, I promised this child I would be her mother, and to this day, i haven't forgotten that promise. I lost her that night in 1912, and miss her so much. She is always in my dreams, and even my husband dreams of the same child, same vision of her. She had long, straight, black hair, a tan complexion, a white laced dress, and old brown boots. My son has even dreamt of this child. The kicker is I am currently pregnant, and I feel she is due to return. She was originally born in 1908, and if she returns, she will be 4 in 2012, 100 years after she died. Problem is, I may be having a boy, but my doctor is unsure. I was so crushed at the thought of not seeing this child, whose name was Aleccia. Yet I hear she may come back as a male child. It would be very hard to deal with if she were not a girl again, but I know I will have to deal with that if it happens. The other night, she came to me in my dream, and told me she was in my belly, which made me cry. If anyone is willing to help me and understands this situation, please write back. I am greatful there is a forum like this with others like myself.
Thankyou so much,
Heidi
Thankyou so much,
Heidi