Long Lasting Memory - Child being with another family

[RominaVanD]

Hello, everyone. This is my first post on this forum and my first time opening up about this to anyone else beside my family.
*Excuse any possible grammatical error*

Ever since I remember myself I have this vivid memory of me as a young kid. Although the area and the faces I remember are completely unknown. I have asked my parents about this, if they have lost me ever or if they had dropped me to friends to babysit, anything. They are sure they have no idea about it. But this memory keeping showing up like a flash back in my head even to this day.

I remember myself being young, toddler to 5 approximately, I can't tell exactly and I wasn't a girl but a boy. I remember sitting in a trailer house which was parked in an completely isolated area. It was full of dirt and drought but from a great distance I could see tall buildings which were old and abandoned. I also remember sitting inside the trailer, an old man around his 60 had served me a plate of beans and sat across me on the table, watching me and laughing. He felt familiar like he was my someone from my family but not my dad, maybe an uncle. Next to him there was an unknown woman, younger than him but in a bad shape, smoking. Both looking at me as I ate my meal. Then I remember getting out of the trailer with them, we walked away from our spot and stopped at an underground pedestrian crossing. Down there it was dark, moist, filled slightly with water and smelled awful. They told me they had to show me something and after this point it's blank.

I read somewhere that our phobias or certain marks on our body have something to do with past lives (I may be wrong tho)
I have a random mark across my lower arm from wrist to elbow that looks like a burned darker patch (never had an accident nor it's a family mark) and also I have scars from 4 medium cuts, 2 on the inside of my elbows and 2 on the inside of my knees.

Sorry for the long post, this can also be nothing but it has been bothering me for years

 

[SeaAndSky]

Hi Romina,

Welcome to the board! This is a very striking memory to me. You were looking at these people and at the surroundings. Do you have any impressions in terms of language, location, ethnicity, era, etc. Likewise, climate, season, etc. You mention dirt and drought, so perhaps it was in an arid region. Was the underground pedestrian crossing under a highway or a RR track? There is a certain element of poverty in what you report, but trailers are probably not as common in many areas of the world, so that should also provide clues.

Cordially,
S&S

PS--As sad as it sounds, I am wondering if you were the victim of murder and the crossing was where the act was committed and/or they left your body. The slashing of major arteries at elbows and knees might be consistent with this hypothesis, as is your truncated childhood memory and your birthmarks. Still, this is only an initial guess.

 

[RominaVanD]

Sounds weird but it gave me soviet vibes, I dont remember anything about the language or anything else. I remember clouds, weakness from rain, moisture from humidity but I wasnt cold. Yes we much had been poor, but I couldnt if its present state or past life. It's still in my head and I dream about it sometimes. If only I had more memories of that