• Thank you to Carol and Steve Bowman, the forum owners, for our new upgrade!

My past life that no one believed

Paris

New Member
I'm happy that I found you all. My story is this.

I am Macedonian, I was born in 1966 and we moved to the states in 1970. When I was 8 and 13 we went back to visit. I had never experienced anything unusual growing up and I had memories that I thought were from the time I was 4 or 5 before we moved to the States.

On our trip back to Macedonia when I was thirteen we took a side trip to a tourist destination within my country which my parents said we had never visited. We took a long 3 hour bus ride to get to this location.

Enjoying the view out the bus window we got to a section that smelled of rotten eggs, which triggered my first memory. It turns out that the rotten egg smell was of sulfur and that there was an extinct Volcano in the area. I turned to my parents and said, "Oh OK I know where we are going now, I was here with my uncle when I was 5."

My parents turned to me incredulously and said "You were never here with your uncle." I insisted that I had been there before as I had a very distinct memory of being a small child holding the hand of a tall thin dark haired man that resembled my father's half-brother. Again my parent insisted that I stop telling lies as I had never been to this part of Macedonia.

Instead I kept telling them what would be around the next bend in the road, or what used to be in a certain location that was not there when we did get to that bend in the road.

Two more distinct memories occurred during this trip, as we were making our way to a tourist spot of King Samueil's stronghold (a dirt track up a long winding road with cliffs to one side) I said to my parents that we would get to a section of the road that had a spring out of the side of the hill which had a bamboo like spout for drinking. Well we did get to that spring but it didn't look like my memory. It had been upgraded with cement and steel and was still pouring forth fresh water but it wasn't the primitive memory that I had. By this point my parents were beyond annoyed with me and just told me to once and for all shut up as I had never been here with any relative ever!

The next part is what has me believing that it really was a past-life memory, which is still vivid today. Around a bend on this dirt track, I told my parents that we would be able to look over the side of the cliff to see a bustling fishing village below. Well it was there all right, except that it was in total ruins, with only stone foundations of houses still evident, but in my memory I saw children, and adults, and fishing boats. I never did learn how long ago that village existed before it went to ruin.

At that point my parents had nothing to say and we sort of went about the rest of the day as if we never had the conversation.

It is strange that the memory of a past life is of an area where I indeed was raised before moving to the States, rather than some exotic location or time like mid-evil England or the Civil War, or Egyptian princesses.

There are two other distinct memories that my mother has definitely told me were not part of our past. This being of my grandfather playing the pig skin bagpipe, which my mother said my real grandfather never played (it was in celebration of my 5th birthday that I remember). And another of visiting family (also at the age of 5 and seeing a raging fire and crying for my mother to return). My mother swears that these two incidents did not occur in my life. But to this day I see them as very real memories.

Thanks for listening
 
nobody believes

Hi Paris, your story is very interesting. Alot of people don't believe my story either when I tell them. Your story reminds me of mine in a way about how you told your parents where everything was on your trip like the old fishing village. In my story i was murderd in a past life, when i was born my uncle moved into that house. I was barely a year old my uncle moved in and i would cry and scream to be taken out of a certain room in that house. Then when i was about 6 or so my cousin moved in and i visited him and started telling him where everything was in the house.

I'm happy to know there are other people like me who believes. I believe you! I would also like to hear similar stories if anybody has them to tell. Thanks bye
 
Hi Paris,

While reading your story I had to think about myself as a child and actually it doesn't have much to do with reincarnation.

I remember having a very good memory about everything I saw, everything I learned and everything that happened, and when someone reminded me of a certain event I immediately remembered all of its details. But some adults said to me: that never happened, though I was 100% sure. The neightbours had a car, very dark greenish, almost black but still green and one day they had a black car so I said to my parents: the neighbours have a new car, but thay said: they have that car for years it just looks green when it's parked under a tree. But I was so sure and so frustrated why didn't they see what I saw?

This really happened a lot in my childhood that I remembered (or thought I remembered) everything very clearly and the people around me always forgot about important things and details. It could be that I was very stubborn and that I just thought I was right and that the adults around me had a more realistic view on things. But I developed a kind of philosophy that adults must have a bad memory, or that they refuse to remember or don't want to bother kids with painful events.

I just imagine you sitting on that bus poiting out of the window: and there we did go and just around the corner must be that village, and your parents: please stop with that nonsense.
And it doens't matter if such memories come for your present life of from a past life but it's so frustrating when no one takes you serious, when you're so excited and just want to tell your story and those around you don't even listen.

But what do you think now when you think about that experience, have you been there before as a child or is it a memory from a long time ago? If you know the name of the village you can try to look it up un the net to see when it's been ruined. Then you'll soon found out if you have to deal with a past life memory.

Curious Girl.
 
Reply about my memories

Hi Curious Girl,

Unfortunately I was so little that details like names of places are not something that I remember. And the memory was aof a place that we were visiting and not somewhere that I lived. So the memory is of going to the castle at the top of the hill (but I don;t have a memory of actually making it all the way to the castle, just the trip going).

So I can probably ask about the name of the place nexst time I visit as I'm sure the locals would know but that really wouldn;t validate anything that I remember.

I have a feeling that the last memory about the raging fire is teh true memory of possibly my death, but I don't have a death memory. What I do remember is being outside in the middle of winter crying for my Mom who was apparently helping put the fire out. I remember then trying or actually being inside the house with the flames around me still crying and looking for my Mom.

All of my distinctly clear memories are of the time I was 5 or younger. Anotehr memory that I had was of an elaborately decorated wall in a bedroom of a relatives house. It was like wallpaper but it was actually painted onto the walls, I think it has a certain name for this style of painting. The walls are white but the scene was painted in a very light green color of trees and people on a picnic below the trees. When I asked my uncle that I thought had this in their room they said they never had any room painted in a wall paper style, but that he had seen those when he was a small boy as it was a regular way of painting homes a long time ago.

So I think that my past life probably never went farther than 5 years, as all of these memories were happy memories except the one with the fire.

My parents are very Christain and don't believe in reincarnation, so I learned a long time ago that its just acceptable to ask about theories of reincarnation, and anytime I bring up another memory they are like, Sorry dear you must have seen it in a magazine or something.

Thanks for listening.

Paris
 
Hi again,

No its not frescos, those are common in the area but these were wall paper styles and not a specific painting. It was popular back in the 1920s or earlier. I think it is called decoltage, or decotage or soemthing along that line. Basically its a roller paint brush and it rolls the scene onto the wall. It would just be one paint color so when you ran it across (I think you run it down the wall) it literally looks like wall paper.

I don't doubt my memories, but the only confirmation I have that they are not my current memories is that my parents swear that none of these memories are of our family. Like my grandfather playing that small bag pipe. There is an instrument that is played that looks like a bag pipe in many Macedonian villages, and mostly by sheep herders. And although my grandfather was a sheepherder and lumberjack and this instrument is not uncommon in our own village, my mother says my grandfather never knew how to play such an instrument.

Also my memory was of a very happy occasion, my 5th birthday. I remember being so excited about it that I was exhuasted really early and fell asleep. Also the room was lit by candle light, but I know for a fact that my grandparents home had electricity when I was 5 although the village home did not have electricity. But I distinclty also remember that this location was in the city and not in the village. So I can't reconcile my memory with my reality of this lifetime.

It only brings my belief that I must have had a past life in Macedonia really to the forefront. My other early childhood memories are of this lifetime, it was only these sporadic memories that no one can validate. The trip, the brithday, the walls, and the fire. I think the only way to delve any deaper would be to do hypnosis, and I tried that once and unfortunately I am not the type of personality to easily succumb to someone elses control so the two hyponisis attemps that were made were complete failures.

Oh well. Maybe if I could get a hold of someone that can do past-life regression without the need for hypnosis may be the answer.

Thanks for your thoughts.
Paris
 
Back
Top