fullmetal
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Hello to all. My youngest son was about 2 when a small dark "bullseye" apeared on his right temple. I asked his doctor about and he said it was just a birthmark,and I hadnt noticed it before.i knew it hadnt been there before,but didnt say any more to him.he didnt talk untill he was a bit over 2,but he insisted he was 16 yrs old for several years after
About a year later I was sitting outside on our porch and he walked up, and quite matter of factly he said,you know mom, I died.I was a bit taken aback,but said well, we all die. he replied, No I died before I came to you. I shot myself.he mimicked shooting himself in the head. I didnt really know what to say to him,but he continued. I used to live near the sea,I miss the ocean.I was on a boat when i died.My dad was very mean,thats why I chose to go back.(His dad now has not been a part of our lives)he described in detail how he had died,and what his parents had looked like.saying his other mommy had hair like him.(bright blond,we are all very dark haired) he described a place on the ocean,and then gave me a hug and ran off to play.
Now we have lived in the desert for over 13 years. He had never been taken to the beach. he could work any tv or dvd player,or the game systems his brothers had with great ease! No one ever taught him he just knew.
A few months ago he wanted his hair shaved like his oldest brothers(he had really long hair,and had always had alot of hair,even at birth) so his brother shaved his head,and opposite his bullseye,up near the top of his skull was another similar mark.I had heard that sometimes we can be born with marks from something that happened to us in a past life. it made me feel a bit sick to see that mark.He has always been obsessed with guns,and Knives.I wont let him have any toy ones,because he would always put them to his temple. I worry he may go back to past life ways when he gets older. I had heard that sometimes we repeat lessons and such,like life lessons .I appreciate all comments,thank you.
About a year later I was sitting outside on our porch and he walked up, and quite matter of factly he said,you know mom, I died.I was a bit taken aback,but said well, we all die. he replied, No I died before I came to you. I shot myself.he mimicked shooting himself in the head. I didnt really know what to say to him,but he continued. I used to live near the sea,I miss the ocean.I was on a boat when i died.My dad was very mean,thats why I chose to go back.(His dad now has not been a part of our lives)he described in detail how he had died,and what his parents had looked like.saying his other mommy had hair like him.(bright blond,we are all very dark haired) he described a place on the ocean,and then gave me a hug and ran off to play.
Now we have lived in the desert for over 13 years. He had never been taken to the beach. he could work any tv or dvd player,or the game systems his brothers had with great ease! No one ever taught him he just knew.
A few months ago he wanted his hair shaved like his oldest brothers(he had really long hair,and had always had alot of hair,even at birth) so his brother shaved his head,and opposite his bullseye,up near the top of his skull was another similar mark.I had heard that sometimes we can be born with marks from something that happened to us in a past life. it made me feel a bit sick to see that mark.He has always been obsessed with guns,and Knives.I wont let him have any toy ones,because he would always put them to his temple. I worry he may go back to past life ways when he gets older. I had heard that sometimes we repeat lessons and such,like life lessons .I appreciate all comments,thank you.
