Hello everyone,
I have two questions that I am hoping someone can find it in their heart to answer.
First I need to give you the background story:
I remember a past life where I was Laura and had a turbulent marriage. Under separation I began an affair with a soldier who later died during WW1. Me and my husband reconciled. We had a surviving son, but there was some doubt as to whom was the biological father; the soldier or my husband. We were both in different ways marked after the war. When the child died my world was shattered. We continued to try to survive this tragedy. One evening we were on the collision and later during the night I left him and the home on a horse. He later visited me where I stayed and wanted a second chance. I would not give it to him, to us. When I came to pick up my personal belongings I found him hanged outside the home. The tragedy of his death would follow me.
Now to the present time. My daughter would describe seeing a ghost who looked just like this husband. I would during meditation or crazy dreams experience contact with him.
Then one day, at work, a man shows up to work for us. He looks like this husband. He has the mannerism of this husband. He has the eyes of this husband. The eyes are important.
I promised myself to stay as far as I could from this man, but us being at the same working place does not always make this easy, especially around lunch.
From when he started to work he has changed his appearance and now has the same haircut etc that he had at the late part of our marriage, after the war ended.
Everytime he looks at me it is as if he owns me, I can't explain all the emotions, the energy he lets out, and the chemistry between us. The husband use to own people with his eyes. This is not something I can explain very well.
I think the husband had psychic abilities from that life that he then turned his back on the church and became a rancher and a general instead. He was aware of my gift, but did not wish for them to be developed nor did he always acknowledge them to be real.
Somehow I think my co-worker still has psychic gifts.
My first question is: Why has this situation, where the tables are turned, now appeared in my life? In my past life I was in love with the man I had an affair with, and I thought me and my husband would divorce, but in those days it was the husband who had better chance at getting a divorce. He had left me during a fight, but from his view he had not left me at all. I am happily married and have done everything in my power to stay away from this man, as much as I can. I just don't understand why he is back in my life. To freak me out even more is that one time it was as if I heard his voice inside my head, saying "Laura", 2-3 times, and then "Laura, look at me.". Almost as if I was mesmerized I looked up from what I was doing. Across the room, sitting down, there he was, the man in my office, even though I had not known he was sitting there before. He looked up from his cellphone the moment I glanced in his direction, held eye contact and smiled politely. I made effort to smile back. Hurried away, as soon as I could, just when he was to open his mouth. When I got back to my own office space I thought to myself I must be crazy. That did not just happen.
The second question is if someone with a psychic gifts is always good? In the past life I experienced my husband use his gifts for varies of things, not just good. He has those eyes. He has a way of penetrating into one's most vulnerable secrets, or that is at least the feeling.
I always use to think that people who has this gift or other gifts above the natural were good people and using their gift for good things. Now I am not so sure.
I did not intend to write so much. My apologies.
Please, help me with your experience, opinion(s).
Thank you for reading.
Best Wishes
Li-La
I have two questions that I am hoping someone can find it in their heart to answer.
First I need to give you the background story:
I remember a past life where I was Laura and had a turbulent marriage. Under separation I began an affair with a soldier who later died during WW1. Me and my husband reconciled. We had a surviving son, but there was some doubt as to whom was the biological father; the soldier or my husband. We were both in different ways marked after the war. When the child died my world was shattered. We continued to try to survive this tragedy. One evening we were on the collision and later during the night I left him and the home on a horse. He later visited me where I stayed and wanted a second chance. I would not give it to him, to us. When I came to pick up my personal belongings I found him hanged outside the home. The tragedy of his death would follow me.
Now to the present time. My daughter would describe seeing a ghost who looked just like this husband. I would during meditation or crazy dreams experience contact with him.
Then one day, at work, a man shows up to work for us. He looks like this husband. He has the mannerism of this husband. He has the eyes of this husband. The eyes are important.
I promised myself to stay as far as I could from this man, but us being at the same working place does not always make this easy, especially around lunch.
From when he started to work he has changed his appearance and now has the same haircut etc that he had at the late part of our marriage, after the war ended.
Everytime he looks at me it is as if he owns me, I can't explain all the emotions, the energy he lets out, and the chemistry between us. The husband use to own people with his eyes. This is not something I can explain very well.
I think the husband had psychic abilities from that life that he then turned his back on the church and became a rancher and a general instead. He was aware of my gift, but did not wish for them to be developed nor did he always acknowledge them to be real.
Somehow I think my co-worker still has psychic gifts.
My first question is: Why has this situation, where the tables are turned, now appeared in my life? In my past life I was in love with the man I had an affair with, and I thought me and my husband would divorce, but in those days it was the husband who had better chance at getting a divorce. He had left me during a fight, but from his view he had not left me at all. I am happily married and have done everything in my power to stay away from this man, as much as I can. I just don't understand why he is back in my life. To freak me out even more is that one time it was as if I heard his voice inside my head, saying "Laura", 2-3 times, and then "Laura, look at me.". Almost as if I was mesmerized I looked up from what I was doing. Across the room, sitting down, there he was, the man in my office, even though I had not known he was sitting there before. He looked up from his cellphone the moment I glanced in his direction, held eye contact and smiled politely. I made effort to smile back. Hurried away, as soon as I could, just when he was to open his mouth. When I got back to my own office space I thought to myself I must be crazy. That did not just happen.
The second question is if someone with a psychic gifts is always good? In the past life I experienced my husband use his gifts for varies of things, not just good. He has those eyes. He has a way of penetrating into one's most vulnerable secrets, or that is at least the feeling.
I always use to think that people who has this gift or other gifts above the natural were good people and using their gift for good things. Now I am not so sure.
I did not intend to write so much. My apologies.
Please, help me with your experience, opinion(s).
Thank you for reading.
Best Wishes
Li-La
