Rembrandt
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Well, decided to leave that mess I made behind, and to start anew here. I have a regression coming up, which has been put on hold due to pneumonia and a staph infection. Also, I just unearthed notes I wrote in middle school during my brief interest in reincarnation, which later ended due to family religious ties. But, have re-picked up my interest. Anyways, am rambling, here are my notes, that I unearthed.
I decided to describe my past self and feelings, actions,etc as a start:
-I am clearly male, I enjoyed wearing an S.S uniform, somewhat tall, but not too tall. Considered myself to be handsome, and I know that I liked to sometimes wear the "S.S trenchcoat" As well as the boots.
-Very strong character, a playboy, with a traditional name such as Heinrich, heinz, franz, karl, Josef, Erich, or Hans, in example.
-High in command,yet still did all the dirty work.
-Definitely performed violent acts. But won't describe them. There is an anger/disgust.
-Definitely drank and smoked.
-Feel was either executed or committed suicide by hanging or being shot. But was "loyal to the reich" to the end, die-hard.
-Watch and performed executions.
-My father was a soldier.
-Remember planes flying overhead the camp and bombs being dropped. There was chaos.
-Remember there being a German Shepard at this party, and this party was at the camp.
-Auschwtiz-Bikenau I/II and Bergen-Belsen?
-Had one son
-Remember panicking not knowing where my wife/son were.
-Enjoyed horseback riding and walks/hikes. Good food.
-In many dreams, I've seen myself beating people and choking some. Also thought was pointing to a map of a camp and saying Dachau and Buchenwald too? I remember a man in stripped uniform that I was strangling because he did something to annoy me.
- I remember hearing planes approach, and looking up into the cold night sky and seeing snow flakes falling or possibly ash, and the hum of the planes and everyone around was running and there was a lot of mud. I could see the smoke from the chimneys. I think I stayed closed to the end, and have the feeling that the camp was being liquidated and dismantled to hide our tracks as much as possible.
Looking for more notes at this time, but this is a start.
I decided to describe my past self and feelings, actions,etc as a start:
-I am clearly male, I enjoyed wearing an S.S uniform, somewhat tall, but not too tall. Considered myself to be handsome, and I know that I liked to sometimes wear the "S.S trenchcoat" As well as the boots.
-Very strong character, a playboy, with a traditional name such as Heinrich, heinz, franz, karl, Josef, Erich, or Hans, in example.
-High in command,yet still did all the dirty work.
-Definitely performed violent acts. But won't describe them. There is an anger/disgust.
-Definitely drank and smoked.
-Feel was either executed or committed suicide by hanging or being shot. But was "loyal to the reich" to the end, die-hard.
-Watch and performed executions.
-My father was a soldier.
-Remember planes flying overhead the camp and bombs being dropped. There was chaos.
-Remember there being a German Shepard at this party, and this party was at the camp.
-Auschwtiz-Bikenau I/II and Bergen-Belsen?
-Had one son
-Remember panicking not knowing where my wife/son were.
-Enjoyed horseback riding and walks/hikes. Good food.
-In many dreams, I've seen myself beating people and choking some. Also thought was pointing to a map of a camp and saying Dachau and Buchenwald too? I remember a man in stripped uniform that I was strangling because he did something to annoy me.
- I remember hearing planes approach, and looking up into the cold night sky and seeing snow flakes falling or possibly ash, and the hum of the planes and everyone around was running and there was a lot of mud. I could see the smoke from the chimneys. I think I stayed closed to the end, and have the feeling that the camp was being liquidated and dismantled to hide our tracks as much as possible.
Looking for more notes at this time, but this is a start.
I've read of cases like that when I was doing my historical research. The U-Bootwaffe had the highest casualty rate of either side and of all the branches in WWII - it was a loss rate of 75-80%. I went to the U-Boats in 1935 (which, according to some sources, that's when the Reichsmarine became the Kriegsmarine). That's also when the Deutscher Flotten Verein (German Navy League) that had its origins in the 1890s, if I recall right, was also disbanded.
it is a once-in-a-lifetime opportunity which millions would love to do.. He actually had to go to the doctor to check his teeth the next day..That brittle.. But of course I won't punch his incarnate now! Yep, the lecture I received was hell... Actually I was sentenced 3 times by the SS court. Honestly I don't believe I had the nerve to do that... Now, whenever someone bullies me, I wish I could say 'Don't mess with me. I punched Hitler in the face before. Literally..'