GoldFish65
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Good morning Deborah,
I would love to start a new thread on this topic, but I'm not quite sure I know how. I'm really not very knowledgeable about this forum stuff, so a little guidance would be appreciated.
In response to your questions, I have read a few books on Past Lives and Carol's was the first. While I found it a fascinating read and I refer it often to clients with past life questions, I didn't find it helpful in my own case. In fact, nothing that I read was particularly helpful because I wasn't simply having past life recall.....I was experiencing a soul's awakening...and that is very different on so many levels. It's like being stuck in a time warp. When I made the reference, in my last post, that it was like my soul came out of a coma, I wasn't kidding. Though my mind was always aware of the reality of my situation with Stewart, my heart wasn't. I remember telling a friend that I wished I could club him on the head and drag him off to a deserted island, so I could hold him in my arms and just stare at him. At the time, he was 28 years old!!! Hardly baby material.....and yet, each time I looked at him I saw my stolen child. It's taken a long time, a lot of hard work, and a lot of grieving, for me to find a comfortable place with what I feel. It's been five years now and I think I've finally succeeded.
With regard to my stating that I'd never do another past life journey....I'm, quite honestly, afraid to. Within days after doing that regression it was like a portal opened backwards and I began spontaneously recalling other past lives with Stewart. He was my master/husband in 1543 and my son in 1679. Only 1679 ended in a normal, healthy way. I died a content old woman completely at peace with my life. In 1543 it was a love/hate relationship that ended with him dying in an industrial accident, of sorts. His death came much too soon for me.
While this might sound like an episode from the Twilight Zone, it certainly isn't. The parts of my soul connected to Stewart, with unresolved pasts, woke up from their soul sleep with the hope of resuming their past life relationships!! I often refer to that time as when I had a 'spiritual multiple personality disorder' because that's what it felt like.
At Marlene's (Stewart's Mom) prompting I wrote and published a book about our experience, including all the past life stuff. It's called A Soul Comes Home. When she first prompted me to start journalling our process together, she said, " You won't be the first to experience this, but you will be the first to write about." I searched high and low to find anything that explained the chaos I was dealing with...and I never found anything that came close.....so if you're aware of any potential resource, please let me know.
Blessings.
I would love to start a new thread on this topic, but I'm not quite sure I know how. I'm really not very knowledgeable about this forum stuff, so a little guidance would be appreciated.
In response to your questions, I have read a few books on Past Lives and Carol's was the first. While I found it a fascinating read and I refer it often to clients with past life questions, I didn't find it helpful in my own case. In fact, nothing that I read was particularly helpful because I wasn't simply having past life recall.....I was experiencing a soul's awakening...and that is very different on so many levels. It's like being stuck in a time warp. When I made the reference, in my last post, that it was like my soul came out of a coma, I wasn't kidding. Though my mind was always aware of the reality of my situation with Stewart, my heart wasn't. I remember telling a friend that I wished I could club him on the head and drag him off to a deserted island, so I could hold him in my arms and just stare at him. At the time, he was 28 years old!!! Hardly baby material.....and yet, each time I looked at him I saw my stolen child. It's taken a long time, a lot of hard work, and a lot of grieving, for me to find a comfortable place with what I feel. It's been five years now and I think I've finally succeeded.
With regard to my stating that I'd never do another past life journey....I'm, quite honestly, afraid to. Within days after doing that regression it was like a portal opened backwards and I began spontaneously recalling other past lives with Stewart. He was my master/husband in 1543 and my son in 1679. Only 1679 ended in a normal, healthy way. I died a content old woman completely at peace with my life. In 1543 it was a love/hate relationship that ended with him dying in an industrial accident, of sorts. His death came much too soon for me.
While this might sound like an episode from the Twilight Zone, it certainly isn't. The parts of my soul connected to Stewart, with unresolved pasts, woke up from their soul sleep with the hope of resuming their past life relationships!! I often refer to that time as when I had a 'spiritual multiple personality disorder' because that's what it felt like.
At Marlene's (Stewart's Mom) prompting I wrote and published a book about our experience, including all the past life stuff. It's called A Soul Comes Home. When she first prompted me to start journalling our process together, she said, " You won't be the first to experience this, but you will be the first to write about." I searched high and low to find anything that explained the chaos I was dealing with...and I never found anything that came close.....so if you're aware of any potential resource, please let me know.
Blessings.
