RequiemOfDemise
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Give or take the reason for this thread. Ive never talked about this really and its about time I see where it gets me.
I am a 26 year old man.
Ive had dreams of a certain girl ever since I was an infant, and as I got older, so did she. It was more of a dream where she gave me piece by piece information each time about a past life I once had with her. She told me about her spirit going to my dreams because it was the only way I could have her again, and that her lost long lost lover resided in me. I was only 12 when I started hearing a distinct voice in my head. Someone that spoke of her too, and told me I was needed to bring those two together. I even went through witchcraft thinking I was possessed, or it was something demonic and diabolic. Churches wanted to exorcise me, but I refused as its all the truth I knew. The voice taught me pretty much alot of things, as my parents were divorced, never around, never had friends, never went to school much. Thinking being self-taught is one thing, but teaching your self things untaught..is another. It was way more just than my own conscience.
The last dream I had of her was only a year ago, the same year the voice stopped. She told me its my time to find her in reality, as my own.
Its like this life is a dream and my so-called old one is just a mere reality I have lived by as far as I can remember. I am currently with the girl who looks exactly like the girl Ive dreamt of, and acts like, and smells and talks like. We are living together, we are trying to have children, etc.
Without too much details, Im not sure where to begin with that.
before I even told her my story, she said she dreamt of me alot too, and this home we live in, and everything else.
Is this all coincidence? Is it just two crazy individuals? Is it true this could be related to 'our past life'? ..
I need justification as its tearing my thoughts apart trying to understand it all, and let alone accept it as the right truth.
I am a 26 year old man.
Ive had dreams of a certain girl ever since I was an infant, and as I got older, so did she. It was more of a dream where she gave me piece by piece information each time about a past life I once had with her. She told me about her spirit going to my dreams because it was the only way I could have her again, and that her lost long lost lover resided in me. I was only 12 when I started hearing a distinct voice in my head. Someone that spoke of her too, and told me I was needed to bring those two together. I even went through witchcraft thinking I was possessed, or it was something demonic and diabolic. Churches wanted to exorcise me, but I refused as its all the truth I knew. The voice taught me pretty much alot of things, as my parents were divorced, never around, never had friends, never went to school much. Thinking being self-taught is one thing, but teaching your self things untaught..is another. It was way more just than my own conscience.
The last dream I had of her was only a year ago, the same year the voice stopped. She told me its my time to find her in reality, as my own.
Its like this life is a dream and my so-called old one is just a mere reality I have lived by as far as I can remember. I am currently with the girl who looks exactly like the girl Ive dreamt of, and acts like, and smells and talks like. We are living together, we are trying to have children, etc.
Without too much details, Im not sure where to begin with that.
before I even told her my story, she said she dreamt of me alot too, and this home we live in, and everything else.
Is this all coincidence? Is it just two crazy individuals? Is it true this could be related to 'our past life'? ..
I need justification as its tearing my thoughts apart trying to understand it all, and let alone accept it as the right truth.
