wolfldy
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Hi Demi,Demi said:Hi Wolfdy,
(BTW, I love your pic and your quote).
Looking through your post again, I understand what you are saying. Possibly experiencing and processing this "dark" character, his wickedness, is a part of your soul challenge? I know its hard as have some dark things too, and I find it sometimes hard to accept that they are real, even if having some verification.
I have a PL experience of being offered to assist with medical experiments at some camp in 1944, just before going to the front. They are trying to lure me into it, telling that I will get promoted if I say yes, and blah blah, but I strongly refuse, I find the very concept way too sick, no excuses.(and I've already have a pending application for front transfer - they said it's NOT gonna be on the front lines - later found out it was B and S, there was just no limit to their cynicism! The Russians were on our A-major.) The commandant of the place made me sick to my stomach. He's acting friendly, saying "what's wrong with you" but there is a feeling he'll shoot me for treachery(maybe just an image in my head, getting paranoid there, gradually going insane.
I so wish I could wipe out those experiences! I sometimes wonder if they are real, or did I "pick something up" from the atmosphere.
There is so much from that time that has to be healed, and anyone who is experiencing it is adding to the purification. This is what a very wise person told me. Just felt I wanted to share.
Demi
I have the totem animal of the wolf and is known as White Wolf so I looked for this picture of a white wolf in spirit as in my dreams, I see myself shape shifting into a wolf and running to the mountains in Colorado looking for other wolves to socialize with. The sig is called the wolf prayer and stirs good emotions when I read it.
On the issue of refusing to be part of administrating medical experiments, good for you. I have to admit that you were more courageous than me and it probably saved you from the fate I got. The memories I have is that it was beneficial so the prisoners didn't have to suffer long as my plan was to see which substance killed fastest. I am determined this life to not kill thousands of people like I did as the SS soldier and of the life where I helped design the Titanic.
From,
White Wolf