SoleildeSaturne
Member
Could it be a regression from past life? Every time when I think about my life I feel like it has no sense. I can't accept the fact that I have to live in this world and I'm scared that I'll never accept it. Every time when I read books about Native Americans beliefs, about magic etc I feel like I miss something. In my mind I see myself with a group of other people, they weren't my biological family. We just met and we created a community, our own family. I can see us near the fire, we sing songs and say magic spells, we all have long vestments, we live in a forest. And now in this life, when I only think about it or read aby kind of things that remind me about it, when I listen to my favourite band (Sopot Aeternus) I have tears in my eyes. Because I want to come back to my community, my family, my forests. I miss them so much.