People that you feel wary of?

[sunsetswhi]

yesssssss!!!!!!! Just last year in fact. I met this guy, who has his faults but then again who doesn't (he's pompous, overbearing, always showing off about how important he is and so on). He became interested in me, which, again, shouldn't be any drama, people are interested in other all the time. But I couldn't stand him, he seemed creepy and the way I described him to my close friends was, "if you were his neighbor, and found out that he was murdering people and then storing their body parts in the freezer, you wouldn't be surprised." Even now, I wanted to put how ridiculous this was but there's a voice in my head saying, well, it *might* be true.


In any case, I remember being out with this guy and some friends and the mere thought of physical contact (i.e. shaking hands, sitting next to him, even him tapping on my glass) gave me revulsion. A guy I've been flirting with for ages was upstairs and whenever these two are together, even though they only saw each other once, I end up getting incredible headaches. I get headaches but never migraines, and these headaches are partly tension but also brought on by some memory of the guy. I'm convinced to this day that he killed me in a past life. I'm sure he's a nice guy but just being in the same room, makes me want to cry and feel this revulsion. Another theory I have is that he's trying to make amends but I'm not ready for it.


Back in high school, when I came to a new school, I knew, the minute I heard one teacher's name, that there would be trouble because of an intense bad feeling I had. Turns out that my intuition was right and she ended up abusing her power and things became very unpleasant for me as well.


I always get in trouble at the Austrian border, they find something missing (a permanent residence card) and once I even got frisked for no reason (I look average, no special group I belong to or anything). The people I get along with like a house on fire.


My friends, some of them, give me a lot of grief over this but there is a certain nation whose people I hate so much (based on having lived there but also when I go to new towns), I can't even begin to describe it. I've mentioned it often enough and this is not a bashing session but the people always end up hurting me and betraying me. And yet I seem to attract them. This one is easy, I died in a concentration camp but the above, I've never been able to crack. I think someone else here pointed out that they felt uncomfortable around someone who reminded them of a murderer. Couldn't agree more .

 

[Kapitan]

Yes...but not really 'hide' from - just avoid because they simply have 'bad vibes'. And it's not just people but forums and groups as well I have experienced this with.

 

[Mammatus]

This is going to sound crazy, but my dad has always given me the heebie jeebies. The funny thing is, is that he is a HUGE (and I mean HUGE) Nazi WWII history buff.


We constantly get into arguments about Hitler's military skills. I say he failed most heinously (as Bill and Ted would put it), and can back this up by the fact that throughout the later half of the war, our units were CONSTANTLY falling apart because of someone else's failed military skills >.> He was also fighting on three fronts: Eastern, Western, and North Africa.


He refutes this and says that Hitler could've taken over Europe had it not been for constantly having to bail Mussolini and Italy out of everything. He has a real holier-than-thou attitude, and I'm starting to get the impression he was possibly a fanaticist in Hitler's inner circle. This would explain my weariness, as I was homosexual in that life and preferred to steer clear of the fanatics and higher ups. They wouldn't have liked me anyway.

 

[Truthseeker]

This is going to sound crazy, but my dad has always given me the heebie jeebies.

I've always had a difficult relationship with my dad too.


I love my dad and we've had good times, but he's very controlling, manipulative, and often tries to run my life. I find it hard to stand up to him and tell him no. There are days when he will call me and I dread talking to him. I love him but often times don't like him and would rather not be around him. One night I was talking to my sister about him. We were agreeing on how he can be and I suddenly spit out the words "I don't want to be married to him." After realizing what I just said I backtracked a little bit saying "if I were a woman I wouldn't want to be married to him." It makes me wonder if in that moment something bubbled up from a past life in which I was married to him and it was not a good experience. It could be one of the things I'm here to do in this life is to learn to stand up to him.

 

[Ignotus]

Usually its the opposite. But yes, I have a friend at my school. She's very nice but for some reason, I feel as though she can break my neck if she wanted to. Maybe its cause she owns a sword... (Then again, I have 3 friends who owns one)


But I would agree on Mammatus on Hitler's incorrect strategy. I noticed when he took over a battle, we mostly lose but there are also some battles that we won (Some). And yes, also to Mr. Holier-than-thou Mussolini. But I have to say, its really lucky we didn't win. Imagine the chaos if we won. But enough of that.


Other than that certain friend on top, my teacher scares me. But its cause her eyes are really big and they look like they'll pop out any time. But she's nice as well.

 

[Truthseeker]

I have a friend at my school. She's very nice but for some reason, I feel as though she can break my neck if she wanted to. Maybe its cause she owns a sword... (Then again, I have 3 friends who owns one)

In kind of a different direction from this, there is this girl I know. She is a petite brunette and very cute. Though I find her attractive, the vibe I got from her from the moment I met her was that this is someone I trust. I know she's got my back and I'd trust her with my life. I get the feeling we must have fought in a war together at some point, and must have relied on each other for survival. It was kind of funny because to look at her you wouldn't think "Oh that's my buddy from such-and-such war. She's a hellavu soldier and I'd trust her with my life." :laugh: Yet that's the feeling I get from her. She's a great girl, very smart, very resilient, and a good friend.

 

[Cryscat]

people that make you want to run away and hide?
there are very few people that I encounter who give me the heebie jeebies


but the ones who do, I steer clear of...

I've run into a few who either I get bad vibes from or they just creep me out. I avoid them whenever I can.

 

[Red Night]

I've had it the other way around. I met someone last year (I really shouldn't say 'met' because we did know each other growing up, but were not close) and they drove me into a deep depression that lasted about a week. I have no idea what happened, but all I could do was think of him. All I wanted was to be by him! I didn't care about anything else and I felt like I was dying of sadness at points. I have never felt that way in my entire life; it was so weird...


Who knows, maybe we were in love in some past incarnations? The funny thing is, now I only see him as a friend and nothing more. And I won't put the blame on hormones, because they've never made me feel like that before!


Anyway, I've been told that people don't like me when they first meet me. That has a lot to do with one too many lives as someone with a fairly high class position, which has given me a sort of air of superiority that doesn't actually exist! It's just, I think, an old defense mechanism: Hold your head up high and act like you're better than everyone and you'll feel as such... Ridiculous, huh? It's something I'm working on in this life though. I need to stop looking down on people, which I've really taken care of in the past couple of years, though it still rears its ugly head from time to time. Anyway, I'm getting off topic. Sorry!